life help: I’ve missed posting, but I’ve been busy, with my wonderful gf Cami, and some animation work.

-Fourthings-

Ballinteer, 07, IE

I’ve missed posting, but I’ve been busy, with my wonderful gf Cami, and some animation work.

Goin to NY on the 20th June, 13 days…. *lights a smoke* I’m listening to Minus the bear, good band, Fletch introduced me (thanx Fletch)… I’ve been ok lately, on one hand extremely happy with Cami and on the other still fighting depression, I’m still on the same dose of medication I’ve always been, they’re prolly just placebos at this stage… Cami gives me strength to get on with life I’ve never had before…. But still it’s hard to remain motivated, I’ve been stressed, busy and worried for too long now, I’m worn out… Ima thrown myself into this animation, it’s all I can do really… I always have this feeling, like I’m sposed to be doing something, and doing anything other then whatever that is, is wasting time… So it makes it hard to concentrate… So I get an idea into my head and put my all into it until I burn out, and sometimes, if it works out, I feel better for awile, but it rarely does…

I’m still working, works been slow, many people being made redundant, I would prolly be too if I wasn’t going off into college in Sep… I need money, I need a place, I need to get some work done and finished, something I’m happy with, it’s the only way I can get my fix of dopamine these days, and I need it… I’m tired, I might fall asleep, might order the billionth pizza in my life, might wander around aimlessly from room to room looking at things, might stand in the back garden and wonder why I’m there, I have no business out there… I need to pee, I forgot how boring my posts are…

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

smoking kills you.

i love you though.

shea ♥

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

hehe

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►Shizuko-Sophie◄ 128 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (11 minutes after post)

you may not put up posts or reeplies but you sspend a lot of time pestering chat room.

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (12 minutes after post)

-Sophie- wrote:
you may not put up posts or reeplies but you sspend a lot of time pestering chat room.

but we still love him

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

-Sophie- wrote:
you may not put up posts or reeplies but you sspend a lot of time pestering chat room.

Is this the entirety of your contribution to my post? Because I can’t quite make out the point of it existing, other then merely stating the obvious…

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (14 minutes after post)

Or y’know, to start a good conversation between you and me!

►Shizuko-Sophie◄ 128 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

but why just spend your time abusing the rules all the time in chat.

Maybe know that you have picked up a girlfriend….questionable…..

thats all you are intersted in doing.

never mind…

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (25 minutes after post)

but we still love four!

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (26 minutes after post)

-Sophie- wrote:
but why just spend your time abusing the rules all the time in chat.

Maybe know that you have picked up a girlfriend….questionable…..

thats all you are intersted in doing.

never mind…

I don’t care about chat rules, never cared about any rules, if I break rules while I’m expressing myself… Oh well… I stopped posting because I was too busy and I stopped replying because I got sick of answering the same questions. I continue to return to chat because I have good friends there. Also what does you’re “questionable” comment mean?

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (27 minutes after post)

somehow i feel left out from this conversation.

but i am one of those

shea wrote:
good friends

that shea talked about.

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (29 minutes after post)

Yes you are :]

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (29 minutes after post)

whhooooooooooppss! but you did mean boyfriend, right?

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (31 minutes after post)

lol no…

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1011 40 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (32 minutes after post)

oh….
):
♥

OliveOil 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (32 minutes after post)

So happy for you Shea! How exciting for both you and Cami!!! :D Keep moving forward with the wonderful support and encouragement you are getting and giving and with your learning along the way!!! :)

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-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (33 minutes after post)

Thank you Ames :]

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OliveOil 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (33 minutes after post)

You are very welcome! You deserve much happiness! :)

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Ditzy 21 #
Ventura, CA, US | 4 months, 1 week ago (34 minutes after post)

lol we love you 4

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-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (39 minutes after post)

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Smarty 12 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (59 minutes after post)

Four, You rock our socks :)

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-Camila- 99 #
US | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 hour after post)

I love you !

-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

PrincessCamo wrote:
I love you !

Awww, I love you too baby, soooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! :]

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name with no face 1 #
Warminster, PA, US | 4 months ago (6 days, 21 hours after post)

woa… crazy… i just got turned onto minus the bear today! but to get back to the important matters, wear more pants…

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Nante 423 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (1 month after post)

Pants are cool

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Lisa(MT) 9 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

yaaaaay! Shea and Cami sitting in a tre k-i-s-s-i-n-g…:D You guys make the best couple!

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-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww, thank you so much :]

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-Camila- 99 #
US | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

~Bellarosa~ wrote:
yaaaaay! Shea and Cami sitting in a tre k-i-s-s-i-n-g…:D You guys make the best couple!

Awww thank you :)

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

Smoking is bad. Most of the time my life is boring except when summer comes so you cami,and shea should pack up and head to the shore. Money is tight for a lot of people but getting a beach tan is free. When I got a second job most of my dression went away, now I have no time to be depressed. And when I have free time I enjoy relaxing. Hope something works out for ya and sorry my posts are late.

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-Fourthings- 38 #
Ballinteer, 07, IE | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 month, 1 week after post)

Thank you :] Unfotunately for me and Cami to live together is pretty complicated, I live in Dublin, she lives in Long Island, but we’re working on it :] I’d love nothing more then to live by the beach.

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

Wow Dublin that’s pretty far well just say if it’s to be it’s up to me.. I have a wii and I always check the weather there and in tokyo, hong kong, and whole bunch of other areas I might like to visit some day. today is just my overly happy day I get those from time to time so please excuse me.

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