Well where do I start?
About three years ago I was deelply in love with someone I planned to be with for a long time then she told my that she was pregent with what would have been our first child. Thats when I knew that we were going to get married. But about one week after her telling me this new she was murdered along with several other people at someone house while watching a basketball game. I was devestated I no longer knew what to do or where to go. One year later while celebrating her home going at a local park I was shot and though I would be making my trip up to see her beautiful face once again. But behld I lived and had to stay her and suffer more. Not only have I lost the best thing that ever happened to me but I lost my job friends and my confidence. I had to move back at home with my parents because I had expenses that I just ******* pay. I.e Car note, Student loans, child care, etc…
Know I am at the point where I have little to nothing except for my family and I have been feeling very down and out of quite sometime now. Sometimes all I want is someone to talk to who can appreciate what I go through and the feelings I try to keep inside on a daily basis.
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