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You’re not entirely to blame. It’s often difficult for people to understand you. Are there any other reasons why you don’t want to eat? I often feel bloated after a meal too, but I still eat them. Do you want to lose weight?

If you eat less, then you can also get pretty hairy. :S Just thought I’d warn you.

yea I know,the body grows hair because it needs warmth.
Yes I am totally to blame because people were nice and told me id get like this and i didnt listen :(
And all I want right now is to be hungry again so I know im not gaining weight.

:( Why do you feel the need not to gain weight? To be honest, if you are still growing, then the weight could be gained height, bust and even your bones hardening as you grow.

You’re going to be ok lovely. It’s going to be ok.
You don’t need to purge right now. Remember, whether you purge or not… you won’t be this full all the time. You don’t have to purge. Have a sleep, wake up in the morning and tomorrow is a new day, new beginnings.
Purging gives you so much control - in that it is your action. It gives you so much control because all you need to do is NOT do it. Purging is an out of control action, you’re giving in in a way. Completely out of control.
You don’t need to do that to yourself.
It’s going to be ok.

why is it that control is always the opposite of what we want to do? Like if I want to eat , control would be not eating and if I want to not eat I have to to get control, its too confusing, I absolutely hate it :’(
I cant belive im crying over this. GRRRRRRR
And its always like when Im so close to getting wheer I really want to, someone gets worried so then i have to eat for them, and they think they’re helping me :(

hey darlin.,
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo know how you feel. ugh,its the worst feeling in the world.
and its hard to get through, i know it.
but you have to keep telling yourself that whats in your stomach doesnt = your self worth. it doesnt. it just plain and simple doesnt. thats all in your mind.
youre fighting your own brain here, and its hard.
but you can do it.
kia kaha xx