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Sometimes I think about walking into my room,

Opening my husbands drawer, pulling out his gun that I hate & never wanted in our home, putting it to my head and pulling the trigger.

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 57 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 year, 5 months ago (0 minutes after post)

You don’t keep it loaded do you? That’s very unsafe!

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 57 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 year, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

Please don’t harm yourself! What’s wrong?

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Stubby123 offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (3 minutes after post)

DO NOT DO IT!!!! I REPEAT DO NOT EVER DO IT!!! my sister’s ex tried to commit suicide at the age of 15. i barely knew him and i cried when she told me even tho it didnt work. so obviously people will miss you. esp if you have a family.

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kim. offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (3 minutes after post)

Why do you feel like doing that?
Does your husband know about this?

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (6 minutes after post)

his thoughts on the gun is, he has it for safty and it should be loaded in case he needs it in a hurry. we live in a good neighborhood with an alarm. go figure.

i have told him MILLIONS of times to get it out. Now with our state of problems with keeping our heads above water, kids, work, life not being what I want… all I want is to die. I dont think I will but the thought runs through my head here and there. Im now picturing myself just doing it real quick.

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Cell offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 57 #
Winnipeg, MB, CA | 1 year, 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

Yeah, well when you’re kids find the gun and one of them ends up dead then you’ll have something to complain about. That is so irresponsible. If I knew who you are I would report you. You read about it happening all the time when kids get hold of a gun…Seriously stand up for yourself and your kids and DO NOT STORE THE GUN LOADED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Larry G offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Washburn, ND, US | 1 year, 5 months ago (8 hours, 8 minutes after post)

Please listen to me. I was in law enforcement for ten years.We, were even trained never to have a loaded weapon in the house. Cell was being blunt because there are hundreds of people who loose family every day because of the weapons being loaded, and accidents.

OK so lets get back to why you can’t see yourself living anymore. I have seen the worst cases and interviewed people when they have done the worst things imaginable.
So can you give me a shout and I will listen. I will help you get through this what ever it is.

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gargantua offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (12 hours, 34 minutes after post)

Sometimes I feel that way, too. It’s been months, though. My cure is usually humor. Meditation helps me, too, in keeping me from going that far in the first place.

You can contact me through my blog if you ever feel a need. I’d give you my personal e-mail through that site. rationalpsychic.wordpress . com, donchaknow.

I’m wishing you well.

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