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I really hate to post this but I feel like I’m loosing everything.

I’ve lost some serious accounts for the family business. My son’s dad just found out that he’s going to have to have bilateral leg amputations and my parents are treating me like I’m a piece of *@#$. No one sees a dang bit of good that I do and if it weren’t for my son’s birthday tomorrow, I’d already have a knife in my liver. My kid is the only thing that’s keeping me alive right now. Darkest before the dawn? Yeah, and the light at the end of the tunnel is the front of an oncoming train. Somebody get me the heck out of here!!!!!

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (3 hours, 12 minutes after post)

hi there mhouser.
it must be really hard what you’ve been through and my heart goes out to you. just want you to know that we care and i’m pretty sure you will make it. i just want you to know also that there is hope. when everything fails, love of god will never fail. let yourself be lost in his forgiveness and love and not the problem of this hectic world. just surrender yourself to him.
if you want to give up your life, give it to jesus as he gave his life for you. he cares. i’ve been there. i’ve been in a place where everything was empty and there seems to be no reason and no end of the tunnel. please consider this, call on jesus and he’ll be there to help you, i can guarantee you 100%. his grace is enough, and he’ll get you and your family through it.
i really hope i can be physically there for you and be a shoulder to cry on. even so, just want to let you know that god cares and he’ll run to you when you cry to him. god bless

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (5 hours, 29 minutes after post)

just like u said.. think of only one thing: ur son, and this will not only keep u alive, it will grant you happiness, success, a good decent life, a home… almost everythin u need. He is ur light :) ur lucky to have this kid in ur life.. u should know and believe that God is there for u.. so don’t give up easily.
and know that, everyone has problems, even worse than this.. but are still alive and got through it.. you just have to show now how much inner strength u have and how much pressure u can handle (believe me, women are stronger than men)
Good luck dear :)

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