I have no idea what to do with my relationship…
and i kind of don’t really have anyone to turn to. The whole thing is kinda complicated too, so i’ll try my best to outline the problem. (the different paragraphs all have the same kind of stuff in em, so if you don’t wanna read it alland get half way through a paragraph the you can skip to the next, since this, like the size of the problem to me, is a very big post)
I’ve been going out with my girfriend now for over seven months, and i really love her… i know it sounds stupid, i mean, if i told the me of 8 months ago about the way i feel about her, the old me would have been sick, but i just love her more than i’ve ever loved anyone or anything in my life, she means everything to me… but thats kind of the problem.
For a start, right since we started going out i knew she wasnt my type, and she isnt, shes bossy, selfish, she acts like a real snob half the time, shes very selfish, she makes the biggest fuss about the tinyest of things, all the time as well, so i’ve never really been able to rely on her when ever i’ve been feeling down or had a problem because shes been to busy making a huge fuss about getting a B in a mock exam instead of an A*. I often get the feeling that she doesnt really care about me, but our relationship is important to her purely because of what it would mean to herself if we broke up and she was single again, its as if shes nice to me so that she can have me do nice or nicer things back. She’s always being really hypocritical too, she’s always like “ugh i hate guys who get jealous and insecure” and just the other day after i walked her home, as i was leaving she was like “don’t go talking to any attractive girls ok?” and a couple of days before that (we were discussing my moving schools, coz i want to go to a different school down the road to do 6th form so that i can do A level japanese) and she was like “i dont want you to go” and i’m like “why not? i’ll be better off there” “but rebecca’s going there and i dont want to to fall for her” (rebecca is this girl i know who is pretty **** hot, but i’m not attracted to her myself at all and i’d never dream of betraying my gf).
You get the picture, she’s not my type, i don’t see our relationship working out easily in the long run, you might say i’d be better off without her… reading this back she seems even worse than she is, but then, she is quite bad, she can be nice too, but there’s all of what i said and alot more. but i really love her, if if found out she’d been killed i’d kill the person responsible and then kill myself… its… just… i love her so much… i just dont know what to do… please help!
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