ok so i’ve had a post like this before but its getting worse.
When someone does something wrong to me something bad happens to them. we’ve had to get our house rewired 3 times since we moved here a year ago becuase the wireless internet and the tvs always break but only in the rooms i go into. like the wireless is fine as long as im not near it. at first we just thought it was a coincidence but my mom yelled at me and wont let me near it and its been fine. when i was at my ex’s place i did, and of course it broke. everything in the room. but its not always bad stuff i mean good things happen to me to but they recently have been happening so much that i start to think about it and when i expect it to happen it wont. its like when im really emotional and not thinking weird weird **** happens to me. i always feel like im hurt someone is always hurting me and everything always happens at once so im at my lowest point and the only thing i can think about is that feeling and then something happens and i cant figure it out. it started scaring me and my bf left me becasue he says i put “hexes” on ppl. honestly i have no control over this and if its just gonna get stronger id like to learn how to control it. i feel like something is trying to show me how by making it happen when im really hurt and thats their way of showing me…but i cant figure it out as soon as i think about it its like its gone… if this is gonna ruin my relationships i really really need to figure out how to control it or something…
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