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I want to kill myself.

done with life

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

No, don’t do it.
Do you need someone to talk to?

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jayp offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

are you really ready to give up? things can only get better. so r u ready to give up? why do you fell like ur ready to do this?

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IamArn offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Glasgow, V2, GB | 1 year, 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

it aint the answer man, what wud it really solve??

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☆lilies☆ offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 311 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

Sure there are those days that life seems not worth living for, who does not have that kind of day. But you know what, giving up would not be the solution. Take baby steps and see how each time goes a long way.

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1 year, 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

me too. sounds stupid dont it. the only thing keeping me here suffering is the fact that if i die i dont feel relief. u dont feel when u die and thats what i want, relief.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (3 minutes after post)

I have no friends and crying my eyes out b/c there is no point if you have no one

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jayp offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (3 minutes after post)

just stay a live for two days and i swaer everything will be ok

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антихрист offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

no matter how long the night, the dawn will break

although things may seem bad now it will get better. Do you need someone to talk to ??

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jayp offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

and obviously people care for you if they are replying :D

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Everyone is born to be loved. There must be someone out there that care about you.
Please don’t leave.
You can always make new friends
Life can get better.

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jayp offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (5 minutes after post)

just think if it as a challenge….stay nawake for 2 more days and things will get better

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (6 minutes after post)

idk. It hurts when I see people have fun and O’m at home doing nothing but crying. i always feel this pain in my heart.

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антихрист offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (7 minutes after post)

one of my friends killed himself a couple years ago… I never really recovered. Please don’t do it. Suicide is not the answer and it affects so many people, you have no idea. People do care about you
hell if you died I would feel responsible because you were not able to see the better side of life.
I know it hurts right now but trust me on this
Things GET BETTER
please live

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1 year, 5 months ago (7 minutes after post)

2 nights ago i posted how all i kept playing in my head was walking into my room, opening the drawe, putting the gun to my head. tonight i ran for 5 hours trying to go see a movie with friends and it was hell getting family, kids, baby all in order so i could go. I even borrowed money to go. Figured it was all worth it to give me some happieness. then 10 minutes before i was to leave they BOTH bailed on me. Im too old for that crap and too at my end to be able to take it. I so understand. Truth is im hanging on minutes at a time. hang with me just in case our good comes soon.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (9 minutes after post)

Cheer up, please.
Suicide should NEVER be an option.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I feel that U will regret not doing it. I want to show my family and other people the pain they caused me.
I have tried to kill myslef before and I was only 11 and 13

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (11 minutes after post)

I feel like I need to end something that was never perfect!

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (11 minutes after post)

im giving myslef 3 more days. try doing the same. remember u must be alive to feel the good u want to feel. if u die you never feel the relief or good your waiting for.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

true. I just want to leave!

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (13 minutes after post)

then leave.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (13 minutes after post)

I don’t know where to go?

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (14 minutes after post)

lol me either!

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (14 minutes after post)

Well, I’m only 14 years old right now, and I’ve had suicidal thoughts before.
If you leave this world, people that know you will be in pain.
You should talk to your family and friends, solve the problem.
Problems are created to be solved, don’t give up.

No, do not leave!
Stay here, please.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (15 minutes after post)

I feel like a loser. O wnay to end this feeling

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (15 minutes after post)

well at least u and me are here together. i feel some relief in knowing im not alone in this hate of my life.

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1 year, 5 months ago (17 minutes after post)

I think I’m going to eithet over dose on drugs or go pcak my bags

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IamArn offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Glasgow, V2, GB | 1 year, 5 months ago (17 minutes after post)

every1mhatesmther life at sum point, but if u think about it, u wudnt have the good times without the bad to compare them to, and vice versa, so life WAS good for u at sum stage.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (17 minutes after post)

nope never

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (18 minutes after post)

You’re never alone.
People on help.com are here to help you…

I don’t believe that your life was never good. How do you know what’s bad if you never experience what’s good?

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (19 minutes after post)

i know i should be grateful i mean hell there are people dying of starvation in this world. yeah im poor, no real friends, no life, always doing for everyone but me. i hate life. im a good looking young women who never got married only walked on. maybe i will just take off and start over in some nice warm place.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (19 minutes after post)

my life is a black hole!

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IamArn offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Glasgow, V2, GB | 1 year, 5 months ago (20 minutes after post)

oops, realy shuda pressed space ther a few times, shudnt i have??
and im sure u have at least 1 happy memory, treasure it, and look to the good things in ur life that u take for granted. e.g: ur sight

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (20 minutes after post)

I wish i was blind so I could not see how messed up the world is!

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (21 minutes after post)

well I’m going to think it over! i might die or leave.
thanks for the help!

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (22 minutes after post)

People hate their lives when lives get bad. That’s natural.
If you don’t have real friends, then try to get real friends. There are many people out there in this big wide world.

Maybe you’re blind. Yes this world is kinda messed up, but there are good things about this world. Just find the goods, and concentrate on that.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 5 months ago (23 minutes after post)

thnaks

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (24 minutes after post)

I hope you’ll still be in the same world as me, for a long time.

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ĐaNi HaŦeS ŸoŪ offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 154 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 5 months ago (3 hours, 12 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
well I’m going to think it over! i might die or leave.
thanks for the help!

so………. i know im late and all….. what was the outcome?

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horneychick1 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (6 months, 3 weeks after post)

If you want to kill yourself, than please do so…and decrease the surplus population…weakling

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toedoe12 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 year, 1 month after post)

Dude, **** my life. I’ve tried talking to my parents. They could care less. I’m lost i’m done.

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ĐaNi HaŦeS ŸoŪ offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 154 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 1 week ago (1 year, 1 month after post)

your not even the poster, make your own post

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Miss Jessica Bunny offline Verified User (7 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 26 #
An Unknown Location | 4 months ago (1 year, 1 month after post)

horneychick1 wrote:
If you want to kill yourself, than please do so…and decrease the surplus population…weakling

You’ve totally mangled that quote, Scrooge was talking about the poor and how he felt about many preferring to die than live in the establishments/poor houses.

A Christmas Carol Charles Dickens Chapter 1 - Marley’s Ghost wrote:
“If they would rather die,” said Scrooge, “they had better do it, and decrease the surplus population”

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