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Me and my girlfriend of almost 2 years have broken up recently.
She was the first girl I’ve ever loved. I’m not sure if I still love her or not…I think I do. I guess I haven’t had enough experience with love to be too sure. Our relationship was amazing though…until a certain point. Her being away at college and me being in high school compeletely destroyed our relationship. We started fighting all of the time, until she came home on her breaks, then we wouldn’t fight. So finally we ended it. Now, she wants to try again, she says it’ll be different, but I’m not so sure. Even if it is different, how long will it last? She’s there for another year, this time, she’s not going to be coming home. Also, I’m enjoying the freedom I have. I already have my eyes on a couple of girls, but at the same time I miss her so much. At one minute I’m ready to tell her “Hey, I don’t know what the hell I’ve been thinking, let’s try this again, I miss you so much”, but then the next minute I think “No, what if there’s something you’re missing? Don’t you want to keep doing this, see what another relationship is like, have freedom, etc.?”. And I can’t have her just wait for me to make a decision, she’s been waiting, and she refuses to. She says if I can’t decide, then the answer is obviously no. I don’t know what to do.
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