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Im sorry!

But everyone i must leave this site because i havnet been on for like EVER and i feel really depressed on this site. I cant keep on telling people how i feel because its not doing anything especially since my x dosnt love me anymore! That is making it harder for me and i know i want to die and i am planning on killing myself which is going to be fun for me! I cant live with ought him and now i know that. I cant move on and he’ll always own my heart. If i ever helped you with any of your problems im sorry but i must leave this site! I just cant stop thinking of him anymore! Its been soo long since he talked to me and im killing myself even more cause ppl tlk about him and i see him happy when im soo depressed and he dosnt care. I am sorry once again. Im probably rambaling right? Well i love you Matthew! You’ll ALWAYS be loved by me! But you tore my heart into more peices that you can think of by not talking to me. I love you all that helped me and sorry with who ever i helped but i really must go. Thanks for all your help!

Ill be adding one last poem probably tomorrow on this site if i make one good one. But then i wont be on this site again! Thanks for all your help everyone and hope the best for you all!!

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spyderweb6 offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 minute after post)

grow up… find something that makes you happy…

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love_lost offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

if you ever loved someone soo much youd know how i feel!
im pissed from what u just said im sorry but i cant!
FU

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spyderweb6 offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (4 minutes after post)

yeah i know how you feel, i’ve been there, it sucks… but try to find something that makes you happy to take your mind off of it… you’ll live to get over it…

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BANCHEE offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Sudbury, ON, CA | 2 months, 1 week ago (8 minutes after post)

You dont know the future Love_lost do you. Love comes and goes,it sometimes returns. Is that not enough hope to live for?

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spyderweb6 offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (12 minutes after post)

thats the truth… i was with my current gf before, then we kinda disappeared on each other, i had a baby with some other c**t… but now we’re back together… it’s a hard relationship, but we’re deeply in love and trying hard to make things work…

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elysium offline Verified User (4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 96 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

I’ve never spoken to you before love_lost but I hope that your future is bright for you. I’m sure you will be missed here.

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Breaking The Silence offline Verified User (8 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 19 #
Fort Lauderdale, FL, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (48 minutes after post)

Its better to loved and lost, than never loved at all. Moving on is hard, but remaining in the past only destroys your future. Make life what you want it to be, dont take a shortcut like suicide. Make something of yourself.

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Computer-life offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

air is but invisible until its a problem like mist

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Kerukei offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
US | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 40 minutes after post)

love_lost wrote:
if you ever loved someone soo much youd know how i feel!
im pissed from what u just said im sorry but i cant!
FU

I know how you feel, but my situation is worse. I also love a boy, he hates me and insults my sexuality all the time.
Seeing that this guy is your Ex you used to have time with him, as I have been teared apart by my former love.

Q:Do you see me writing suicide notes?
A:Maybe a few months ago, but now I am somewhat happy, even if my obsession has most likely reached an unhealthy state, I do not hurt myself over him any longer.

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Dragon_Lady offline Verified User (6 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (7 hours, 32 minutes after post)

Didn’t you and I just go through this a few weeks ago? You have to give it TIME.

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love_lost offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (19 hours, 35 minutes after post)

that was a MONTH ago!!
Ive been crying over him more and moer now! I CANT even sleep in my own room anymore! For some reason it has all my pain my bedroom!

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love_lost offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (19 hours, 36 minutes after post)

I went out of school cause i couldnt consentrate in school at all and i would have been crying if i stayed in school for that one last hour of it. That was a few days ago but still! Im soo torn up its not even funny!

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elysium offline Verified User (4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 96 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (20 hours, 15 minutes after post)

Hey love_lost. You said in your post that people talking about him is really getting you down. So if you want, why don’t you talk to us about other stuff. It can be anything you want.

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smoogie. offline Verified User (3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 206 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (20 hours, 21 minutes after post)

Hello. If it hurt’s when you talk about him let’s talk about something else.

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2 months, 1 week ago (3 days, 2 hours after post)

I don’t know if you are still here. But I am in the exact situation. Every day I hurt more and more because of this girl. Everyday I get closer and closer to just leaping off a building. Everyday I don’t see her becomes the worst experience I have. And you know what? I don’t have an answer. I just had to say something. I am sorry.

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SoulRising offline Verified User (4 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 268 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

I’m still waiting for your poem:)?

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love_lost offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

not going to happen soulrising!

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An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (3 weeks after post)

Hello love. Wanta conversation?

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love_lost offline Verified User (10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 3 weeks ago (3 weeks after post)

sry k but i said everything i wanted to so no i dont want to have a convo! but thanks for trying!

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Belle Latina offline Verified User (2 months, 3 weeks) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks, 3 days ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

sad…

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