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I know someone that happened to

She made a big screw up of the start of her life because at the time there was no-one to turn to. The thing that changed her life was the help that is here now. Thing was she had wasted a lot of time in the middle. You dont have to do that - you have the chance to start to recover and get away from this.

Stop panicking and start talking

This is not a race - the quicker you type all this will not change the outcome why didnt you try to get some insight from Renegade it was a pretty brave staement he made from where i’m standing? Why reject the very thing that may be the start of you changing everything

Sorry that sounded a bit harsh but I get scared when people say they are going to hurt themselves - Mas

You dont have to say a special thing - just say your words - your words are enough

no - coz then I think its my fault and you cant leave it like that

Anyway - I’m not happy in this post so I’m out - best of luck - Mas

How come no-one else is on this place

Yeah right

Cira - why have you stopped talking?

All gone quite in Elsternwick then - Nite Mas

look mate. i was raped too. Twice. nearly killed once.
you make post after post about what happened, and much good advice comes of it. you need to TAKE some of that advice.
you say youre adverse to professional help=well theyre professionals for a reason. theyre the experts at this stuff, and they CAN help. but you need to be open to healing.,
it seems youre comfortable with your misery, no matter how sad it makes you feel.
if youplay the victim your whole life, you will be the victim. play the survivor, and you will be one.
its your choice.
but post after post here, and threatening to kill yourself isnt going to help anything or anyone.

serra are you there.