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Im 24years old now and I’ve experimented with drugs at the start of highschool and during college; Acid, ecstasy, Dro/Weed, Sizzurp, but mostly weed.

I regret ever doing drugs, I decided to stop doing them to make a change for myself by growing out of it. Then things appeared a bit uncomfortable, almost like I have problems about myself that even I don’t understand…

I decided to Join the U.S military to get away from all of the bad negative influence friends of mine and I got baptized into the Church of Christ in the military and was discharged a few months later because I began having problem with sleeping for days to come therefore problem with following orders; was early separated which means discharged but not dishonorably.

After getting out from the military I turned away from all of my negative friends girls/guys who only enjoy life by partying, buying/selling drugs. I figure these people are the reason why I no longer understand why I am the way I am. I needed to fix whatever is wrong with me because there are dayz when I am 100% comfortable with myself and able to sharply see and understand everything that is around me! But then somehow after I go to sleep and wake up I feel back to confused mode again, This is why I been seeking for the Lord to help me in my life.

I decided to stop selling drugs after I got out from the military because I don’t want to be the cause in creating mental problems to other people like it has done to me, so I became fully legit hoping the Lord would see and hear my cries and sacrifice to become a better person therefore waiting for him to bless me from this curse.

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jordan.maso offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months, 2 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

Wow, I can really relate to this.

I have those days of seeing things clearly and like tonight, it seems to be all a haze.

I suggest though that you think about what you are saying. You said, “[You are/were] waiting for him to bless me from this curse.” If God gave you a mind, a spirit, and the ability to change something, don’t you think it is up to you to start that change within yourself? It sounds to me like there are deeper issues here within yourself to sort out.

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Larry G offline Verified User (8 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
Washburn, ND, US | 3 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 21 minutes after post)

while you were in the military, did you go see a doctor about the sleep problem?

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An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

So, what do you need help with? Counseling sounds like it might be something to look into. AA or NA too.. .

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PerfectHigh offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

Nvm everybody I found the answer. Its all about being Tru to yourself. That’s really all there is to it. The answer is from within;our inner wisdom.

I had to go through a journey of being lost in order to find that out.

Free yourself from your ego and become Tru to yourself and to Life.

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1coodude offline Verified User (1 month, 4 weeks) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 4 weeks ago (1 month, 2 weeks after post)

haha, good one

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