Today is a bad day.
Last night was a bad night. All i can do is consume myself im music and hope tom. is better then the last few. It seems like everytime something great happens I get stomped on.. repeatedly.. like a puddle in a rainstorm. When is enough finally enough? I feel as though I can’t ever get something right, it makes me wonder what is wrong with me that I only have a couple friends, and I just can’t figure out why I can’t be that girl, you know , the one that finds love, happyness and everything that comes along with it. Im not sure i want to accept myself, for who i am anymore…. It’s breaking my heart that I can’t just be normal, drift into the back of the bar where no one see’s me. I always have to know everyone… yet have NO real connection with them. I always meet amazing guys, who never call… or people who i just want to get ot know, who just can’t handle me. *I* dont know what to do………… WHEN is enough finally enough?
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