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Hi! Why?
What seems to be the problem?
Anything that I could help you with?

I don’t even know. I’m so tired, I’ve tried so hard to fight depression and I’m exhausted, I just want to give up now.

i know that feeling only too well.
come on hun, pick yourself up and think about how much you will hurt people if you leave.
this isn’t going to be what makes anything better
x

I don’t want to hurt anyone but I can’t keep living for them, I feel like I’m going completely insane. I’m just becoming a burden on them, they probably won’t see it straight away, but they’ll be better off without me in the long run.

NO! That is not the solution.
This is but a trial.
And we can always overcome our problems.
Keep your faith.
I myself have been here for the past months, and yes, I’ve had that feeling too.
Though I haven’t yet overcome my problems, but I am still here struggling hard.
I just kept on praying.

Think of the people around you.
Of all that loves you, will you be happy seeing them sad without you by their side?

Be strong we will all be here praying for you.
Keep your faith.
God loves you, and for Him you will always be a treasure.

I don’t have any faith.

Don’t give up everything is going to be alright, let it be, all this shall pass

Its been so long already, when the **** is it going to “pass”?

depends on what is giving you this pain?

Thanks for trying guys, but I think its hopeless.
Might as well just stop wasting time.

Im pretty sure that it would make things worse for people you know. I used to think that too. I was a pretty careless on my old motorcycle not much respect for my own life. I eventually had a hardcore accident things were sketchy for a bit if id make it or not. After seeing my friends and family that hurt about if Id make it or not. I know that would hurt them a lot more than me being alive moping around and bringing them down. Remember your depressed so your perception of of how people feel bout you is gonna seem no where near as important as it really is. There are a few people who would absolutley ruin me if they killed themselves.

I get some serious fits of depression and Its really hard to have hope that things will get/feel better but they most likley will. I usually try and focus on the fact that my state of mind is limiting me from focusing on positive things and that even though times when I dont feel that way are hard to recall they have been there and will happen again.

If you dont have any faith I’d recomend looking into that. God is what its all about. I know Id be a lot better off If I was focusing more on my relationship with christ.

We are praying for you.
We are encouraging you to make you feel strong.
You can not overcome all of this if you will not help yourself.
Be strong, hold on..

Trust me I’ve tried to help myself, I’ve done all those things like talk to people, see dr’s, exercising, keeping busy, trying to keep positive. Nothing’s working, and I’m so tired of not getting anywhere.

Try to get your mind off it, if you thinking all the time on what is bothering you you only going to get more of that, “decide” you don’t want any more of that sh…chose to be happy, you don’t need to get anywhere just live and be happy

Thats easier said then done…I’ve tried the be positive and tell yourself to be happy thing. Its hopeless. I know you’re probably thinking I haven’t really tried because I keep saying its hopeless, but its having REALLY tried and completely failing thats actually led me to this hopeless place.

When people go through serious fit of depression it actually is nearly impossible to access possitive memories and emotions even if you felt better just a week/month ago its usually not possible to recall it. this fact helps me a little bit till I feel well not exactly better but not so intensley depressed.

Pick up the phone and call for help. You need to put the pills away, let yourself cry, but get help. It will not make things go away tomorrow, but you will be alive to try. There will come a time when you look back at this darkness and be thankful that you’re still around. If you don’t, you will never have that opportunity.

You’ll be a burden on everyone’s heart who knows you if you kill yourself. I just returned from the funeral of a friend who committed suicide. Unimaginable pain and agony is left behind for the survivors. If you care about anyone on this planet, you cannot take this course of action. Believe me, death will come soon enough for us all. In the meantime, do some things that will give meaning to your life. Do something for the other people in this world who are hurting! Give of yourself and you will have that meaning and purpose that you now crave!