I just want to go to sleep!
I have pretty bad eczema all over my body. It got better while I was away at uni, but now I’m home and the hard water and cats I am allergic to have made it awful! I’m dry and red and scabby. I cut my nails every day but I sill seem to cause myself damage in my sleep. I always try and sleep wrapped up in a jumper, somewhere with the least amount of fur or dust. Sleeping at my boyfriend’s (David) is generally much better as they only have a dog who doesn’t make me itch at all. I wanted to go there today but couldn’t even find the energy to dress myself because…
On top of this I have an awful cold, not quite a flu but it might as well be! I have so much to f******** do tomorrow and I can barely stand up. I’m so tired, I can’t lay down because of my chest and my nose keeps running even though it feels blocked. As soon as I get into a slightly comfy position and start drifting off, I either sneeze or get an itch in some awkward place on my back.
I just want to cancel tomorrow but I have to go meet David after his audition then I’ve got a driving lesson and a barbeque and I’m supposed to go running with Alice… I just hate letting people down! I can cancel things that only involve me but if I cancel everything tomorrow it inconveniences everyone else. I know I’m unreliable and I hate it so I’ve been trying to change, but now this. I feel so awful, I just want to sleep!
I suppose, rather selfishly, I just posted this for a rant because no one can make my cold go away! I’m literally crying my eyes out because I get worked up over silly things. Oh why must sneezing hurt so much?
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