life help: I’m not good at this type of thing but heres my ****.. - Help.com

I agree. My grandfather, had a crazy lifestyle as this, but the one thing that helped him, was God. In his later years he became a pastor.
But God loves, and helps all, no matter what.
He’s the one that will always be there when no one else is.

I’ve heard that before. Thats what got me into believing. I just don’t want the pressure to be a good christian and things like that. I like what I do I was just hopeing I could do it all in moderation and be succesful..

atleast you have realised that youre getting out of hand.. stop and think next time you want to do something like this.. dont end up destroying yourself.

You don’t have to be perfect. And sometimes, you can’t do certain things in moderation, if there is an addiction..

Well a lot of my friends say Im outta hand. Waking up on bathroom floors is a common occurence. Once one hangover stops I make another one but I don’t see it as bad. I’m just having fun. I only live once but Im begining to doubt that outlook..

Yes, you do only live once, and in that one life, you need to take care of yourself. Sure, you can have a little fun, but when that gets out of control, you do need to change your ways.

You’re right. I just don’t know how. Its all I know how lame that may sound. I’m so bored unless I’m high or drunk or something I don’t know what do do with myself.

Then you need to find something to keep you from being bored, besides being high or drunk. Its a big world out there, I’m sure you could find something..

find other interests.. painting? writing dacing>? there are many other ways to outlet this anger… productive ways..
find something else you love to do, and it will help

I’m going to get back in school but well… I’m kinda scared

why are you scared? what is there to be afraid of?

I’m a different person without anything. I’m shy and withdrawn. I have friends that I don’t wanna lose.. but if I stay this way I will lose other friends.. blah this **** sucks

you need friends who accept you for who you are. friends who help you get better. someone who will tell you when youre going wrong and encourage you to get better. if these friends encourage your addictions, they arent what you need in the first place. and being shy isnt a bad thing.. you will find a way.. have faith in yourself.

Thank you for the advice. I’m gonna try to put this in to action. One more question; should I go to rehab or anything?

i think it would definitely help you if you did. and if you think things are going really badly out of control. there is no harm in doing all you can to stop this. i know you will be fine. you will be brave. let me know how youre keepong. *big hug*

I’ll look into some classes then. Thank you so much again. *big hug*