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Im sick of it all.
Im sick of the lies
the cheaters
the backstabbers
the broken hearts
the lost smiles
the thousand tears
I Hate it I Hate It. I wanna hit something. I wanna feel pain not the pain I feel now like my soul is being torn in half but physical pain. I wanna run away and lay on the edge of the cliff. I wanna drive my car without stopping. I wanna jump of a bridge just to feel the danger of the thoughts that maybe this is my last step. I wanna scream into the night while staring up into the sky wishing it fall on me!
I dunno why I feel this but it just how I feel…
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“I wanna run away and lay on the edge of the cliff. I wanna drive my car without stopping. I wanna jump of a bridge just to feel the danger of the thoughts that maybe this is my last step. I wanna scream into the night while staring up into the sky wishing it fall on me!”
Stop pussyfooting around it and do it. Do it if it can make you feel alive.
leid_celebratu wrote:
“I wanna run away and lay on the edge of the cliff. I wanna drive my car without stopping. I wanna jump of a bridge just to feel the danger of the thoughts that maybe this is my last step. I wanna scream into the night while staring up into the sky wishing it fall on me!”Stop pussyfooting around it and do it. Do it if it can make you feel alive.
wtf?
you dont tell people things like that
Listen you dont want to throw it all away .
TRUST me , ive been like that.
Whats bothering you?
Talk to us about it?
Im just sick of EVERYTHING. The way you get ditched by friends. The way your parents hate you. The way you get dumped for no f**king reason. I just wanan be out of it. I wanna live on the edge and think “this might be my last step. my last words my last heart beat”.
I just want it all to stop. I need to say it out loud or ill go crazy..
… Smileexx wrote:
leid_celebratu wrote:
“I wanna run away and lay on the edge of the cliff. I wanna drive my car without stopping. I wanna jump of a bridge just to feel the danger of the thoughts that maybe this is my last step. I wanna scream into the night while staring up into the sky wishing it fall on me!”Stop pussyfooting around it and do it. Do it if it can make you feel alive.
wtf?
you dont tell people things like thatListen you dont want to throw it all away .
TRUST me , ive been like that.Whats bothering you?
Talk to us about it?
Why not? He would have already done them if he really wanted to anyway. No need to say it to anybody else.
Besides, those things aren’t really destructive, suicidal things, if you haven’t noticed. They’re only pretty much “thrillers”… to make you feel like when you illegally drank your first can of beer, or when you suddenly decided to quit your current job because your bored of it and wanted to know what else is out there.
At least to me, thats a better solution than “I’m sick of it all, I’m gonna hang myself” or “I’m sick of it all. Let’s talk, but all this talk is making me more confused, down and depressed rather than it should be enlightening me.”
To poster:
If you’re sick of it all, then go out and live the way you want to live your life. Laugh hard. Cry hard. Bleed. Feel pain. Walk along the edge of things. Find your limits. Feel the thrill and the ecstasy in whatever you do. Just so you feel alive and you realize that life is a party.
Whatever you do, just dont die.
It seems more and more people from our generation are beginning to feel this way. Project Mayhem, anyone?
_synthetic wrote:
It seems more and more people from our generation are beginning to feel this way. Project Mayhem, anyone?
yes, i’m up for it. Let’s go. ‘Cause we are the children of history. And we are very, very pissed.
leid_celebratu wrote:
_synthetic wrote:
It seems more and more people from our generation are beginning to feel this way. Project Mayhem, anyone?yes, i’m up for it. Let’s go. ‘Cause we are the children of history. And we are very, very pissed.
“Our great war is a spiritual war, and our great depression is our lives.”
God bless Mr Durden.
Anyway Leid, the first two rules indicate that we should not talk about this, so back to the original point…
Dear Anon: If you’re just looking for some thrills and spills to shake life up, try sports as I’ve already mentioned or visit theme parks more often. A nice adrenaline rush will do you the world of good. I find travelling to be very therapeutic, too.
I guess i can i just wanna my blood pumping hard to be able to feel my own heart beat..
at some point in life things seem impossible , light seems like it never existed and will never do , but the truth of life is that we fall , and we fly again higher than ever , we learn we move on… this life , is like a turning wheel some part is easy some part is hard , one day we are happy the other we arent , this is life the black and the white , it’s easy to enjoy the white but the challenge is to be happy even when everything seems black , there is always hope , life changes even when you think it is impossible to change and stuff but life really changes sometimes we dont want life to change because we are happy , but life changes even if you are sad or happy , learn to overflow ur water with happiness and joy cause life will move on , if you are happy or sad , life moves on … my best wishes for you ^_^
Anonymous wrote:
I guess i can i just wanna my blood pumping hard to be able to feel my own heart beat..
Yea, man. I thought so. It’s just for the adrenaline. Go out there and get some action, cowboy.
Yeah y not. What should be my first blood pumping action?
y not. i wanna try base jumpin’ i no its bad but i live in the best area for it
How about being a relief volunteer in some typhoon stricken Asian countries? They need help and you can get all the action and suffering that you need.
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