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I’M ON THE OUTSIDE OF LIFE!

The Outsider

I’m the outsider
I’ve always been
No one even noticed
That’s how invisable I am

You could say
“I’m on the outside looking in”
That’s not true
It’s a wall
Not a window

It’s something
Only I can see
It only disappears
If they want to talk to me
Then it appears again

I feel left out
And out of place
No matter when
I’m their friend
I end up on the outside again

I’ll always be the Outsider
No matter what happens
Why don’t I end it?
I’m too scared to try

I marked myself today
Anger inside me flowed
No blood
No pain
I wouldn’t ever feel it
even if I tried

That’s all I have to say
That’s all that I can say
It’s simply complicated
Just like me

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I’M ON THE OUTSIDE OF LIFE!

The Outsider

I’m the outsider
I’ve always been
No one even noticed
That’s how invisable I am

You could say
“I’m on the outside looking in”
That’s not true
It’s a wall
Not a window

It’s something
Only I can see
It only disappears
If they want to talk to me
Then it appears again

I feel left out
And out of place
No matter when
I’m their friend
I end up on the outside again

I’ll always be the Outsider
No matter what happens
Why don’t I end it?
I’m too scared to try

I marcked myself today
Anger inside me flowed
No blood
No pain
I wouldn’t ever feel it
even if I tried

That’s all I have to say
That’s all that I can say
It’s simply complicated
Just like me

Seraph offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

Not bad. I normally don’t post on poetry or lyrics but this isn’t too terrible.

Sometimes it does help to write lyrics and poetry to express yourself. I prefer to sing for a metal band. :-D

-Seraph-

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (6 minutes after post)

Thanks,
I’d rather sing in a non-metal band though

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Michael Leibman online Verified User (7 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 110 #
Littleton, CO, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (21 minutes after post)

I’m on the inside-out looking upside-down, glad to meetcha.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (36 minutes after post)

nice to meet you too.

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!!!Chickiki8!!! offline Verified User (2 months, 1 week) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (39 minutes after post)

wow this is how i feel sometimes to! i just kinda make the best of it. all the time alone is a good time to think about anything! LOL and ill be here to see you cause no one should really feel like that and everyone needs a friend!

from one invisible to the next it nice to meet you!

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (42 minutes after post)

nice to meet you!
and thanks for understanding!

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shol'vah offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Anchorage, AK, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (56 minutes after post)

Short and sweet, to the point. Must suck to feel that way though. I’m sorry.

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thep online Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 217 #
Kingston, N1, GB | 2 months, 1 week ago (18 hours, 34 minutes after post)

Sorry for being so late with a reply to your post. it’s the time difference between us I think, that causes me to be so late with some replies.

If ever you need help to knock that wall down, I will bring my hammer and chisels to help you do it.
Your poem is good and very much to the point. Thank you for sharing it.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (18 hours, 51 minutes after post)

thep wrote:
Sorry for being so late with a reply to your post. it’s the time difference between us I think, that causes me to be so late with some replies.

If ever you need help to knock that wall down, I will bring my hammer and chisels to help you do it.
Your poem is good and very much to the point. Thank you for sharing it.

thanks, and i would like some help.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (18 hours, 54 minutes after post)

sholva wrote:
Short and sweet, to the point. Must suck to feel that way though. I’m sorry.

thanks. It does suck sometimes, but it also gives me time to think.

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thep online Verified User (8 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 217 #
Kingston, N1, GB | 2 months, 1 week ago (18 hours, 59 minutes after post)

I would like to know, if you realy mean that? Or if you are refering to my last reply.
If you realy mean it, we can take it a brick at a time.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (20 hours, 42 minutes after post)

I did mean it. I would like help.

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shol'vah offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Anchorage, AK, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (2 days, 1 hour after post)

Hey, in that case I’ll bring a sledge hammer and lets all start talking, if Thep hasn’t knocked the wall down by himself yet that is.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (3 days, 21 hours after post)

Thep hasn’t, at least as far as I know.

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shol'vah offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Anchorage, AK, US | 2 months ago (4 days, 6 hours after post)

So lets talk, or try to get you connected with the rest of the world somehow Tiger.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (4 days, 17 hours after post)

ok, but i’m kinda busy this summer.

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shol'vah offline Verified User (6 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Anchorage, AK, US | 2 months ago (4 days, 17 hours after post)

Me too, doesn’t mean we can’t at least talk though.

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BlackNight offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 33 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months ago (4 days, 17 hours after post)

true.

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