suicide help: i dont know what to do i want to runaway so bad or even kill

bossygal1

i dont know what to do i want to runaway so bad or

even kill myself.but if i runaway thers no where to go butt if i kill myself it would be a relief from all my pane but i know im not on this earth for nobody except me!!!!!!wat should i do??

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dana! 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

well, don’t kill yourself. Why do you want to run away, or kill yourself?

Help me with: Today was my first day at work.

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (3 minutes after post)

What’s so bad in your life?

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (9 minutes after post)

because my mom get on my nerve we dont get alone she treats me as if im trash like just a few minutes ago my uncle called and said he needed to talk to my dad and i said he sleep but he say its important so i said momma the phone for daddy and she came up in there put her hand around my neck and i janked back and walked off i dont know why she do this to me i get thumbs up on every thing i do in skool she dont treat my brothers like dis and they on probation!!!!!!!!!!im so tired of this

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (11 minutes after post)

Have you and your mother never gotten along?

dana! 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (12 minutes after post)

i know how you feel, my mom acts the same way around me, but not my sisters. Just think about the positives in your life, and focus on school since you get thumbs up. Try to find a way to get out of the house, like get a job if you don’t already have one.

Help me with: Today was my first day at work.

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

im to young 13 and we got along when i was younger but then all of a sudden she changed and i just cant deal with it cause one day she gone hit me and ima his her back

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

I am so sorry to hear that your mothers are showing you less love than your siblings. You deserve as much love as your them, and it’s not right that you’re not getting it. And when that happens, it’s the mother that is flawed - not the child.

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

and my brothers are older than me im the baby the only gurl

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (19 minutes after post)

Maybe your mom has jealousy issues…
Whatever it is, it’s not your fault.

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (21 minutes after post)

i kno its not my fault but i tried time and time to sit down and talk to her and it just go in one ear and out the other so i figured if i hurted myself she would take the time to figure out why i did it!!!!

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

Or maybe hurting yourself would backfire on you. Maybe she would have you institutionalized or blame you for putting her through it, etc.
I know you need a mother’s love, could you find another mother role model to fill that role for you?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (24 minutes after post)

Maybe an aunt or a friend’s mom?

shol'vah 1 #
Anchorage, AK, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (25 minutes after post)

Chameleon is right look for that role model elsewhere but in the meantime don’t let your mom get to rough with you though. Never be afraid to get help in dealing with her if she does.

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (28 minutes after post)

she never hits me but words hurt more
and they all proably be on her side she makes me go threw mre im already going through alot my grandmother a stroke victim and i dont know if she will ever recover i aint know it can get this worse is god doing this for a reason

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (31 minutes after post)

do she realize how much she hurts me!!!!
i wonder all the time

Help me with: if i let my momma know how i feel will she change for better or would she act the same?

Chameleon 676 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (33 minutes after post)

bossygal1 wrote:
do she realize how much she hurts me!!!!i wonder all the time

I would guess that she doesn’t know how much she hurts you. She’s probably wrapped up in her own problems and doesn’t even realize she’s taking things out on you and treating you unfairly.
I don’t know her so I can only guess.

bossygal1 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (36 minutes after post)

thats wat i guess to well thanks for all the advise i thank everyone for that but im sleepy talk to you tomorrow for more advise and updates on how things are going and thankyou once again

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