I recently started living with the girl of my dreams.
I love her so much I feel that I am a little scared that she will hurt me. I am a risk taker and I really believe that she is the one and only for me. We are so compatible we are both so funny and love life so much, I recently found out 2 weeks ago that I will be having a beautiful baby with this amazing woman. Its an honor to have a baby with her, I have one dilema, I have always considered and have strived to be a real man. one that provides, in everyway possible and then some only because love is that. She comes from an abusive past in her relationships, I admire her she is so amazing and strong. Though the men she had were loosers, abusive mentally sexually, and physically with her, non providers, leaches, lazy would not help around the house, drunks and drug addicts. She treats me like she can do it all. I often notice she pushes me away, and It hurts me. I love her so much I really want to show her how I feel for her. Currently the landlord that she has is going foreclosed and to me she stole her money for months and took her for a ride, on top of that the ac at home went out and the land lord refuses to fix it since I now refuse to give away rent to a thief. So its been 3weeks in Las Vegas weather of 110 and its her 3 year old daughter and I living in a one bedroom in order to keep cool. Today she took my laptop and showed me what hypocandria can do to our 4week growing beautiful fetus which is brain damage to to a mothers heat stroke during pregnancy. I enfurated and threatened a lawsuit on this lady by the end of the month. She yelled at me and closed her self to confrontation and told me to stay out of it for good. this makes me feel pushed away, I want to protect her she is now with a new breed of a man that loves her unconditionally and would literally give my life for her. I am very passionate about my family and take it to a level where I will go against anyone anytime to protect them and she has disarmed me, I dont want to upset her especially now. What do I do, how am I suppose to love this woman, how do I love her without offending her and making her feel over loved. I am so lost, I hope my email makes sense I need advice.
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