I feel like i am not a person to other people.
That people have nothing to say about me, like I am pretty much there and I spend all day arguing with myself in my head and then i see people, have some chats and then go back into my head.
I feel like I don’t really have a life, or any intrests or anything that stands out. I don’t enjoy anything.
I don’t see myself in the future. At all.
Contrary to this I live with a group of friends, we all get on well, we are moving again in September, we hang out all the time, go clubbing and we are planning to move abroad togther, but somehow, I feel totally distanced from them, its like I am not really there, sometimes, I don’t know where I have been for certain periods and days seem to fly by without me remembering them.
Im not fat or ugly, I have friends, boyfriends, family, i like to have a laugh and be with people, everone thinks i am slighly crazy (in a fun way) but I think that is an act i put on, because I am nearly always in my head and not really with them.
Help.
It’s eating me up inside.
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