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Hi. Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you too. Do you have a story of your own?

You may be interested to know that your name has another meaning. It is an era in time. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cenozoic

I know. The time of creation. Ironic, don’t you agree?

Very interesting.

I found you on MySpace. Nice pic.

I would like to know more about you.

What would you like to know?

I love the way you write its so pretty. *in total awe of you*

Nice to meet you, I’m Indy. By any chance, do you have a nickname too?

Anything that you feel you want, or need to share with others.

Thank you, Indy.
It’s nice to meet you too.
I’ve gone by Cen, Turtle, a lot of things, really. I don’t mind what you call me.

I’m better at merely answering questions.

Turtle. I like turtles.

What’s your favorite color then? And your real age, not your mental one, since (at least personally) aren’t mental ages always in flux?

Maybe we can all share some information. I’m 23 Indigo. How old are you? I love your name!

My favorite color, I guess red.
I’m 14, in a way. It’s hard to say.

Perhaps you have an old soul. Maybe you are like me, I am different from other people.

Thanks, :S!. But half the time I’m informed that Indigo is a guy’s name.

I am 15 and have been for 3 days, but I’m everything I want to be. I never act my age only younger or older.

An old soul, supported by poetry, how romantic…

Indeed. I don’t think the word ‘unique’ can quite cover it.

Unique is just a way of normal people labeling those they see as different.

I’m sorry to inform you that I must take my leave since my family’s going to watch the fireworks. Perhaps another time? It was fun talking to you, regardless of how short our conversation was.

Bye. It was nice talking. Take care.

Okay, have fun.
It was good getting to speak to you.
Goodbye.

I also have to leave. Good luck with your travels through this world. Enjoy being different.

Alright, you too. I hope to speak again with you soon.

So, Cenozoic, you seem like a really interesting person. Who are you, really?

How do you mean?

Well, sorry if this seems rude, but I am guessing if your dad was 14 when you were born, and he named you after both him and your mother, I’m guessing he loved her a lot, obviously, but she didn’t see him the same way. How would you know how much he loved her? Did she leave him when you were born? Then you say he is lost, does that mean he left? Did he die?
You don’t have to answer these if you don’t want to, I don’t want to hurt your feelings or anything…

We all have problems of ‘Do I exist?’ or ‘Am I alone?’ but we just have to deal with it, you know? We’re all here if you need to talk to somebody.

It’s ok. I don’t mind the questions.
Neither my mom or dad are dead.
I think you have misunderstood.
My dad was not 14 when I was born.
I said I was created by a boy of 14.
He didn’t name me after his wife, or my mother.
He named me after a girl he’s too afraid to talk to.
I know how much he loved her because I know his thoughts.

When I said, “I don’t actually exist.” It was not a question.
I didn’t ask whether I was alone, I merely stated that he isn’t with me anymore.

O.o That was unexpected.
Now I’m lost, I’ve got no idea what to say to that… I mean… Wow.
Wow.
Wow.
There is just something about the way you write that is just amazing to me. It’s hard to focus. Excuse me if I sound ridiculous, but… it’s almost like its… magical. lol I love it.

Thank you, Rocco.
I’d love to stay and explain,
but I really must be going.
Sorry. It would be great to hear from you again later.

Ok, I’ll talk to you then, then.
And you have to explain all this, it will drive me, and probably a few other people crazy trying to think about it. lol

Rocco has a point turtle it’s too easy to get swept away in your writing…

I’m here.
What would you like me to explain?

Well, first, what do you mean you don’t exist?
If your parents didn’t name you, who did?
I don’t know, you are extremely confusing, very interesting. Intriguing….

I do not exist.
At least not in the way you may see.
I am invisible.
I show the right way,
I tell the wrong way.
I, as you may think,
am a personality.
I exist just as much as you do.
But when you look at me you won’t see anything.

My parents named me, but they did not give me my name.
They taught me, but I learned nothing.
They looked at me, but never saw.
I became my own self.

Wow, that’s…well… I don’t know what to say.

You aren’t, by chance, a secret government AI program are you?

MInd games.. my dear.. mind games…

I am going to invite a friend that is really into … mind games…

U 2 should click.

((hUgs)))

What makes you say that?
I guess it could be a thought for consideration.
I suppose it’s up to you to decide.

Mind games?
Is that what is going on?
This will be interesting.

Haha, I like mind games. :)

I don’t think it’s mind games I think its poetry~! But seriously if I was to play along, this would be one heck of a post:

If you are nothing
then I am less
A shattered voice
Harmless unless spoken to
Trained into silence
Told to shut up
That what I’m thinking
isn’t right
never will be
Trained as insane
taught to be crazy
grew up less then expectations
When you look away
I’m no longer there
But then
Was I even there
In the first place?

Lol, Rocco, your turn~! we’ll all have a confusing hullabaloo! Yey~!

Ooh, that was nice. Did you just make that up? Haha, my turn? For what?

Course I just made it up it wouldn’t be fair if I cheated. Now you make poetry out of your life, yeah? You have some interesting material to go on I’m sure.

I could give it a try, but what you could call poetry usually comes out by itself, with no real given from me…

Dude that’s how it works for me too. 0.o It’s not magic. JUST TYPE darn it or else how will we play mind games?