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I’ve finally realized i have no friends unless i have or am doing drugs.
I feel used all the time yet i am a hippocrit because i used other people to get my drugs in the past. I couldnt take it today because their’s a fourth of july gathering with a whole bunch of lame *** kids with to much time on their hands, and a couple of them made up dumb and embarrising rumors about me, considering i live in a small town it’s bound to get spread. I dont really care about the rumors i just didnt want to be around the drama but my so called best friend and i tried to get different drugs all day but weird stupid stuff kept happining so at the end of the day my best friend told me she was going to the gathereing and i said i was going home i bought the beer the previous night and she said she would buy a bottle for us the next day so when i left i took the beers that were left and poured them down the sink when i got home so that i wouldnt and my stupid fake friend wouldnt drink them Im over the whole being betrayed thing i just dont know how to get over the fact that the town that i have lived in for seven years has no real friends in it ive tried different groups right down to the nerds yet i cannot find real friends that arent selfish immature and iggnorant and dont know how to just let all of my past friends go even though they are not real they have been with me a long time any suggestions on how to let lame friends go or how to get knew ones that have theyre heads screwed on right?
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