ok so i know i shouldnt have done it.
ive been trying to stay clean lately, away from all the drugs
but its so hard, theres nothing to do in my town.
i wont go anywhere because i have anxiety.
and the internet gets boring sometimes.
and to keep myself from like killing myself, i use drugs.
i used to cut, and got out of that.
ive smoked pot, took vicodin and zany bars, snorted coke, eaten shrooms, licked acid.
but im sick of it, i dont want to be that way.
i stopped everything for months, but i couldnt take it anymore and took vicodin.
im real smart, but i seriously cant go anywhere without being miserable, and i get bored.
it seems like the only thing i can do is drugs, just to feel better.
i need to distract myself from them, a friend that also has anxiety is now on anti-depressants, and she told me it would help, she stopped doing drugs and they make her feel great.
im thinking about getting on them, it would help me out i think.
if any of you guys have suggestions or can help me out, that would be great.
i dont need to go to rehab, so dont say that.
dont talk bad about me either,your here to help not make someone feel worse about themself.
im going to go lay down, i hope for some posts when i get back.
thanks
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