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CraZy GiRL

i don’t really know from where to start..

or how to start.. i feel so angry right now.. i just had a fight with my mother.. it was all because of my stupid sister.. I was suppose to go out with friends yesterday but felt sick and canceled my plans.. and i was telling my mothre how bored I am cause all my friends are either out of the country or work all day.. so I have no one to hang out with.. some friends just left me for no reason and I tried calling, emailing, texting them but nothing really so i decided to stop talking to them as well..

I complained about how bored I am and that boredom makes me feel lonely.. was told that this is depression.. so went to a doctor and was on medication for a long time.. well guess what.. i stopped them and i feel the same.. nothing changed.. i feel lonely on them and off them..

then i was told that i’m bipolar.. will i think the wold is bipolar and not me..

so why am i here.. cause i’m very angry.. and I wanna just end this stupid life.. i don’t want it.. I’m not depressed.. I just bored of life and I’m done with it.. why is too hard to just kill myself..

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (6 minutes after post)

Life looks boring and dull to you right now, but excitement will come back. Maybe you’re on a bipolar downswing right now - you have to tell yourself during those that you’re not seeing reality clearly and things will look better when the upswing comes.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (21 minutes after post)

If the problems all stem from your loneliness, which it certainly seems they do, why not do more to make more friends? Join some clubs, find some forums online - this way you’ll have more people you talk to and it won’t be so lonely.

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 36 minutes after post)

happiness is nowhere else.it lies within u,dont search it outside just believe that its within u,i feel that u r tired of giving love n concern to everyone around u,just stop doing that,first be loving to u urself,believe that u r worth every happiness,every joy n startloving urself before u give n receive love,sometimes the incidents r very small but its impact is bigger,whatever the circumstance dont find love in others,be ur own lover,all whats written may just sound lyk a bull **** just written for the sake of writing,…but please try it once,just stand in front of the mirror n adore u urself,feel the beauty that lies within u.take a deep breath feeling that u r very happy,contented n full of joy,ul feel great..if u r not in a mood to do it right now.no probem…….just try it some other time…but do try,hope u star loving n respecting urself….the world respects n loves those who love themselves…..just proove every one that u r worth loving,stay happy….n all the best..if i cud bring a small change in ur life just love urself…take care

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CraZy GiRL 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 58 minutes after post)

I have so many friends but i don’t get why they don’t answer my phone calls.. and ignore me.. i understand that ppl get busy but not that much.. but I’m hella bored right now.. I’ll go out by myself now.. cause staying at home is killing me.. thanks for your comments..

Help me with: tomorrow is my first date with my GF..

ChrVanBu 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

You didn’t stop the meds on your own without a DR. did you?! That is extremely dangerous, those meds you need to be weaned from only a dr. or clinic can help you with that. Also, you don’t want to die or you wouldn’t be on help.com talking to us about it. Run don’t walk to the nearest clinic for help.

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CraZy GiRL 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 day, 9 hours after post)

i did stop taking my medications about maybe a week ago.. i guess i don’t want to die.. you are right about that.. i just need to learn some skills to deal with my issues.. thanks

Help me with: tomorrow is my first date with my GF..

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 day, 10 hours after post)

Been there done that, there are treatment facilities you can be signed into, I have & there are skills they can help you learn. Good choice-life.

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