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heres a poem i made last night.

i dont even know…

i dont even know what im doin,

i have no clue how i feel.

feels like i keep on losin,

feels like these wounds wont ever heal,

i try to figure myself out but it just aint workin,

realizin inside that theres more to my hurtin,

theres so much that i wish i could change,

my past, present, and future, i need to change my aim,

i need to go a different way, play a different game,

i need to try harder, need to succeed,

need to man up and be who i godda be,

i keep telllin myself that theres so much more i could give,

if only i listened to my heart, id be able to live,

live without regret, live without fear of what coulda been,

live my life without feelin uncertain,

again ill say that i need to try,

try a little harder before i die,

before everything goes away, before its all gone,

i godda try now so i do no more wrong,

before i leave i tell myself,

do a little better for the people you love,

dont let anything slip away, pretect what you love,

i dont even know, but i know what i love,

i love my life, so ill step up.

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NOLA Lady offline Verified User (3 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (17 minutes after post)

Why did all this come out last night? Sounds like you are struggling?

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undeveloped offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (21 minutes after post)

its been buildin up lately. its a couple things but last night, this kid i use to be best friends with showd up n thought he was god. just cuz he hates the people i hang out with, hes gotta do stuff to them. and i havent seen or tlkd to my gf in 20 days cuz her dad found out that we are goin out cuz im 18 n shes 15. and i graduated high school this year, and i have no clue what im doin with my life. just everything right now is so messed up

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undeveloped offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (22 minutes after post)

n i have social anxiety, so i never get to say what i want, so i write poems to get it out

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undeveloped offline Verified User (11 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (23 minutes after post)

ive also done so much in my relationship and my life that i regret and slowly realize my mistakes, but i keep on doin them

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NOLA Lady offline Verified User (3 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 months ago (2 hours, 49 minutes after post)

What kind of things do you like to do? Are you thinking about going to college? If so you don’t have to decide right away. Why does your friend want to do something to your other friends? What is he talking about doing? Poems are a good way of gettignthings out? Everyone makes mistakes in our loves. It is called being human. You can try to make up for your mistakes and most importantly learn from them. Since you and the gf can’t be together becaus eof the age issue you need to move on for now. If you all are meant to be later you will back together.

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koran, the vampire offline Verified User (3 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 2 weeks ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

wow thats a very good poem and its goodthat you let ur frustrastion come out into ur poems because 1: poems from the heart are better than others and 2: so u dont take ur frustration out on other things and do stuff ull regret later

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