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20 to 1AM here.

and, honestly, I’m tired.

Tired, of being.

lemme start off for you lot to understand mea a little easier.

I’m 18, male, live in Australia, NSW, if you want me to be specific. I go to a reputable christian school, which is another pain in the ****, being burdened about the loving god who’ll send you to hell if you don’t love him back.

by now, lets realise that saying ‘jesus loves you’ is a great way to make me irritable. so to the christians, save your recycled words. ;)

Anyhoo! Why am I tired of life? I dunno, really. I’m an eccentric guy, i try and lead an interesting life.

but whats the point of it all? we are born, educated, we work, we die.

What if you **** up somewhere, huh? See, I don’t want to be the next bill gates. i just want to live comfortably. but i don’t think i will really. I just dont see the ******* point. I’ve never been smart, never hit it off well with women, and the ones I love I can’t have. I’m a procrastinating SOB, so much so, i’m considering just cutting off my rant here.

I just want to not wake up. I mean, we could have the long winded discussion on how to do it, so we all know that most attempts on your life fail misrably.

and half of you think, oh, here’s another kid ******** about how bad his life is.

why are you reading this then?

I’ll wake up tommorrow, and continue to waste the air.

ugh…

to surmise, listen to sleep by the Dandy Warhols, would ya?

well I could sleep forever, I get so hurt I dream… (but its of her i dream…)
if i could sleep forever… I could forget about everything…

sorry for wasting precious intarwub space.

-Sam.

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

Sam?? I can’t speak for anyone else here. But you are most definitely not wasting my space.
Australia,huh?
I’ve seen lots of pictures of there and it looks absolutely beautiful.
Sam, at 18, you just can’t have any idea yet of how important you are.
And NO I am not going to go on and on about the religious aspect of it.
I feel pretty much the same way that you do.
What is it that is really getting to you Sam??
Can you say?
If you want to yell and scream, I am here to listen.
No worries.
I just don’t want to see you simply give up on life.
Talk to us here, please.
I’ll be waiting. ROSE.

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Dude you’re not wasting space cause trust me if I didn’t want to, I wouldn’t even bother replying to this? So maybe congratulations are in order since you caught my attention?

Alright then, you say you want to go to sleep and never wake up? This is actually a fairly normal symptom for those that while not content with their lives, have resigned themselves to live it out.

But I’ll try to answer that question: what is the point of life. Now, this is hard. That’s like asking the meaning of life and short of “42″, quite frankly I doubt anyone could positively identify what the point of life is. I find that the answer that appears in my mind is that we live this life to make our /own/ point to life. I’m not going to spew that psycho-babble trash about living with no regrets because I assume your one of those that have tried that and learned that somehow you end up regretting one thing or another. So find something in life to live for: a girl, a hobby, a goal. If I was mean I’d tack “god” right onto the end there, but being the revisionist that I am, I decided against it.

I think, and this could just be the over-cynical part of me, that most of the reason you’re tired is that you’re up at almost-1. Try sleeping now and then :).

If you live your life the opposite that you’ve been saying you’re living it, if you live it so you no longer think that you’re ‘wasting air’ then won’t you be happy? Change your friends, make new ones, smile at everyone, change /your/ world. You can do it. You’re already angry at how it is, right? You /can/ change it. Granted, it takes a bit of effort, but you can do it.

But before you start, get a good night’s sleep :).

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Beirut, 04, LB | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Anon ..obviously, you’re pissed at the world… so you’re having a rough time now .. but you know , if you dont find the reason or so called purpose of life then you are never going to be happy … you seem to be picky, maybe thats why you arent happy .. the smallest things that arent to your liking are critisized.. and you throw judgements…
simple example you said and i quote: *and half of you think, oh, here’s another kid ******** about how bad his life is.

why are you reading this then?*

I mean , what makes you so sure that this is what people are thinking on this site.
Whats the point of this website …isnt it to help people?
you got an answer, so the purpose is to help… now you shouldnt have small judgements about this website , and maybe you would learn to like it after you get some help from random people …
its the same with your life .. you need to find the purpose of you BEING..and maybe then you would become happy .. you’re only 18, heck at this age not many know what they want ! so dont worry .. things will look up for you…
hey .. if it makes you feel better, im still 16, and i have no idea where my life is going , what im planning to do in the future .. but i love life !
odd huh !

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