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20 to 1AM here.
and, honestly, I’m tired.
Tired, of being.
lemme start off for you lot to understand mea a little easier.
I’m 18, male, live in Australia, NSW, if you want me to be specific. I go to a reputable christian school, which is another pain in the ****, being burdened about the loving god who’ll send you to hell if you don’t love him back.
by now, lets realise that saying ‘jesus loves you’ is a great way to make me irritable. so to the christians, save your recycled words. ;)
Anyhoo! Why am I tired of life? I dunno, really. I’m an eccentric guy, i try and lead an interesting life.
but whats the point of it all? we are born, educated, we work, we die.
What if you **** up somewhere, huh? See, I don’t want to be the next bill gates. i just want to live comfortably. but i don’t think i will really. I just dont see the ******* point. I’ve never been smart, never hit it off well with women, and the ones I love I can’t have. I’m a procrastinating SOB, so much so, i’m considering just cutting off my rant here.
I just want to not wake up. I mean, we could have the long winded discussion on how to do it, so we all know that most attempts on your life fail misrably.
and half of you think, oh, here’s another kid ******** about how bad his life is.
why are you reading this then?
I’ll wake up tommorrow, and continue to waste the air.
ugh…
to surmise, listen to sleep by the Dandy Warhols, would ya?
well I could sleep forever, I get so hurt I dream… (but its of her i dream…)
if i could sleep forever… I could forget about everything…
sorry for wasting precious intarwub space.
-Sam.
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