Love help: reposted check out My Life and My Temptations

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (33 minutes after post)

That was beautiful.
i have two things to suggest, and then i bit of unexperenced advice
watch Freedom Writers, watch it.
Read Into a Million Pieces. read it.

push away and stay strong. i have a few addictions myself, but recently i have pushed awaay, more worried about other things to go back to my hidden ways. be strong, and ask for help.
better yet, get a journal. write more. that poem, it was beautiful. honest and true, lonely and pure, shaken and solid, hurt and confused.
keep hope, that is what we all must do. keep it and don’t ever let go, not even for a second. unclench your hands and they may never close again.

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 45 minutes after post)

Please dont be discouraged if you dont get so many replies. At this time of day Help.com is very quiet. So if you dont get what the response you want it may be an idea to post this later in the day when the biggest part of the USA are awake - Regards Mas

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2 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 33 minutes after post)

that was really good. i want to say more but i gotta run at this moment.

Anonymous #
2 months, 3 weeks ago (4 hours, 12 minutes after post)

That was beautiful, you can do it… I believe in you… spread your wings and fly you can get the degree, job and wife, and make your mama proud… asking for help is 1 of the hardest things…

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MY LIFE

The last time I can remember writing down a line
I was so high I lost myself in time
Told myself I’d put down the green
stop smoking, start running
After my first mile, man my lungs started to SCREAM!
I could have quit that second. Given up
Taken another Hit. Start smoking grits
But man…thats not my style
I pushed myself to keep that pipe on that shelf
It’s hard I miss the feelings that I felt
Feeling everything around me
My heart jumping at every beat
Thinking of being a super hero
flying in my dreams as I sleep

…….**** that
I’m Awake. Not Baked.
I’m sick of seeing my life slip away
I need to find a balance
Nah I don’t mean to scale and sale weed
I mean I want to be somebody, get that degree
Then the job, and someday maybe a wife
I don’t call that greed
It’s just what I need
And thats my life.

18 months ago I never even thought of doing drugs
Only to fall on my lap the second I lose love
I’d never felt so lonely
My first time I wanted to die
Now I know those feelings were just a lie
I’d never want to make my momma cry
I’ve got dreams, I wanna make my momma proud
I got to try…for my life

If you listen to me I am trying to break free
I’m surrounded by a cage of thoughts
I know that somewhere I’ll find the key
It’s some where inside me
I’m haunted by that nicotine fen
Maybe I say I quit
But can anyone really trust me?
I’m not sure I can trust myself as I take another drag on this cigarette
Just eighteen and I’m full of regret
Still always dreaming on that feeling I’ll never forget..

-B

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2 months, 3 weeks ago (11 hours, 8 minutes after post)

thank you for the great responses. I will watch Freedom Writers. And I will read Into a Million Pieces. I might pick a up a journal…but to be honest this was my first time posting anything online and my first time writing anything on my own time. weird.
But thanks again everyone for the responses. I reposted my poem to get a some better coverage…I don’t know how good this poem really is…but I think i’ll have more.
-B

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