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Now what do I do?

I just found out that an appeal letter that I had to write to my school was not approved. I just spent $50,000 for NO degree. I am supposed to get “kicked out of school at this point. I do not know what to do. I am getting a little scared. I am home alone and my parents are 4 hours away.

My suicidal thoughts have come back. The thought of leaving evertyhing behind is the only way that I can see things to get better. them coming home to my laying in my bed and my light blue, green and yellow sheets now a red stained color with their lifeless daughter laying there and all he feelings, emotions, troubles finally spilled out for everyone to see all over the one place she spent most her time trying to keep her head above water.

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San Francisco, CA, US | 1 year, 4 months ago (0 minutes after post)

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SingerInPurple offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 8 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (3 minutes after post)

Dont give up yet…go to your school and insit upon seeing the principal or who ever is in charge and tell them that you really worked hard and you really think that this is the school for you…just have confidence…BUT if that isn’t an option, suicide isn’t either…when one door closes, another one opens, so just be patient and talk it out with a family member or close friend…I’m sure there’s an opportunity for you somewhere…good luck! remember, you’re not alone

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Help me with: What should I do?
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1 year, 4 months ago (14 minutes after post)

my family has no idea how i am feeling or what has happened!

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CoOkIeMuNsTeRL offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 14 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (17 minutes after post)

i kinda know that feeling, its not a great one…
but think first… who are you gona hurt if you Kill yourself
Talk to your friends and Parents..

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Anonymous #
1 year, 4 months ago (17 minutes after post)

i dont wnt to

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Kharimar offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (21 minutes after post)

If you can jump to the conclusion that death is better, you should be optimistic enough to think that your current life will get better.
-Khjar

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animalchic offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (43 minutes after post)

everything gets better in the end and if its not better its not the end so keep going

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anonymous85 offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (52 minutes after post)

You have no idea the kind of pain you would cause everyone you leave behind. My son committed suicide almost three months ago and my entire life has changed. I have never known such immeasurable grief, and everyday, I look for a reason to finish the day. It hurts to breathe without him alive. It is not only your life; you will take others with you.

There is always a solution. It may not be apparent, but you can appeal the decision, ask for help, talk to your parents, a counselor, brainstorm with people who already have the degree you want.

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ariel_loves_music offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (2 days, 20 hours after post)

Suicide is not the way to end your problems. There are better ways you could deal with the emotions of pain, and severe depression. If you talked to someone you trust about the difficulties you’ve been having, they can help you. Even though you’ve fallen, you have to find away to get back up again. I you would ever like to talk about anything. Email me. i> small>(email removed) /small> /i>. I understand the emotions you are going through.

Just remember suicide is not the way. There is always another path to chose, and there’s always another door to open.

Ariel

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Anonymous #
1 year, 4 months ago (2 days, 23 hours after post)

Thanks guys/girls.

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