Year help: i sat in the car and cried while my brother and dad were in the front seats.

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i sat in the car and cried while my brother and dad were in the front seats.

a 45 minute ride and neither said a word to me. It wasnt the type of crying where youre silent and a few tears fall. it was the wrenched face having trouble getting air crying. and you almost hope someone on the highway would just see you. make eye contact and youd realize someone notices. they dont need to know what its about or give you anything more than a look of concern.
im twenty years old but i feel like im just an open wound. a nameless thing thats to sensitive to everything around it.

i had to put something out there. everyone feels so disconnected, like a subway full of people who cant hear eachother because their headphones are on. no one makes eye contact. youre all right there and never farther apart.

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malori* 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (3 minutes after post)

sweetie, men don’t know how to deal with that kind of emotion. or passing highway drivers. i’m not saying you shouldn’t have cried. just don’t expect too much from them cause they aren’t sure how to handle it. now what got you to this open wound point?

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leadchickenmoo 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Goddess if I don’t know how that feels. When I start crying my friends and family generally don’t acknolodge me because they wouldn’t nkow what to do ro say if they did. All I can say to you is you aren’t alone by the wayside. What made your wound open so wide?

optimismiles 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (5 minutes after post)

men don’t deal with emotions. i’m sensitive too, and currently crushed by guys. it’s no fun. it makes you feel you’ve lost your worth. but don’t give in. know you’re better and that you don’t need them to know what sis truely important. you cannot depend on others for happiness, the only thing people are consistent with is letting you down..

cheer up. better days are on the way

Help me with: i’m back with a broken heart,

Chameleon 6 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Maybe the poster IS a male you guys…

malori* 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (8 minutes after post)

she’s got a point. it can only get better from here! now come on what happened? you’ll only feel better once you stop carrying it around.

oh snap i didn’t even think of that. that sweetie comment was purely platonic!

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (9 minutes after post)

You can not control how other people act just how you react. Know that there are people out there that care.

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1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 16 minutes after post)

thank you all. alot. thoughtfulness from people you’ve never met. who says the internet is all bad. this was the perfect closing to my night.

im a female by the way…

malori* 5 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 18 minutes after post)

ok good i got the feeling you were familiar with the ultimte crying jag and guys just don’t get that descriptive. well good night and remember when your at the bottom you can only go up!

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