Well, I don’t know if you read the last post but this is a second part to it…
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I don’t understand why some people think I have my act together. My Aunt was emailing me and said this:
“CONGRATULATIONS on your job, you seem to know what you want and know how to get it. I wish I would have had that thrive you have, I am so proud of you and I know you will accomplish this and more.”
The truth is, I don’t really know what I want and I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished much. I see my friends and see all they’ve done and I just think of how I never did accomplish much or turned out as great as they’ve done. If I got the newspaper job, it was by probably luck.
Sometimes I just want everything to end right now, because it’s so confusing, and take whatever money I have available & go to Italy or Greece. I know I wouldn’t make it in California if I moved back but I do think starting in a new country would be just as hard but more adventurous. Basically, I’d want to forget everything and everyone that’s ever come into my life and start out new because sometimes I feel the some of the same people, such as my family, are doing more harm than good in my life. Like, I look around Texas and I feel somewhat trapped at times or homesick but in all, I’m always hurting because of what this place has done to me. The good things I feel I don’t deserve and the bad things I wouldn’t have imagined have happened.
I wish I knew what to do. I’m so confused.
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