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Why me?

Why is it me that you told this to?

Why have you told me this,
But kept other things from me?

What do you see in me that is apparently so special,
That I can not see in myself?

What is it you see in me,
And not in her?

Why do I feel so guilty?

Why am I the one?

Why do I have so many morals,
But I can’t turn away from you?

Why do I do this to myself?

Why am I doing this to you?

Why did you do this to me?

Why do we do this to each other?

Why do you have no flaws,
Yet I see so many in myself?

Why if I’m aware you’re not perfect,
I can’t see you as anything but?

Why do I have so many questions,
I know I’ll never ask?

Why do I keep wondering why me?

Why do I care why it is me?

Why can’t I just accept it,
Not question it?

Why can’t I be happy,
without being suspicious?

Why can I love you so much
Yet hurt at the same time?

Why do you love me?

Why me?

Why not her?

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Anonymous #
1 year, 4 months ago (6 minutes after post)

I remember I asked some of the questions a while ago.

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Anonymous #
1 year, 4 months ago (15 minutes after post)

Sadly, this has only been recently.

It’s supposed to be perfect, and I’m supposed to be happy. But I’m so damned self-conscious, and riddled with so much low self-esteem, I’m paranoid.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (30 minutes after post)

Yeah, that’s just the way I am sometimes.
I was wondering why me?
I’m just a person, nothing special, so why me?
It’s a sad thing to be thinking about, and I try so hard to forget about it, but sometimes it just comes to my mind.

Did anything happen to make you think about these questions?

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (34 minutes after post)

Haro-chama wrote:
Did anything happen to make you think about these questions?

Love. *sighs*

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (35 minutes after post)

Ah, blast! I forgot to click Anonymous.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (38 minutes after post)

Well, what’s wrong with love?
You sad that it was suppose to be perfect, so why not let it be perfect and enjoy it.

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (43 minutes after post)

Nothing is wrong with it, that’s the problem. I have question of why is it so perfect, yet I’m still scared. It’s a complicated situation, and it just makes me feel a lot more confused. I didn’t think it would be this confusing.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (49 minutes after post)

I felt like that or I felt something similar to that.
I thought it was too good to be true.
Until something went wrong with it, and I hope to feel like that again.

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (52 minutes after post)

It’s simialr, yeah. But it’s more like, “why is it me who’s receivcing all this….what’s the catch?” I also feel guilty for something that really isn’t anything to do with me, and I feel like a hypocrite. I feel also, like I’ve going against my morals and calling someone else out.

It only makes sense to me, I guess. *sigh*

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour after post)

I’m sorry that I couldn’t help.
I understand about feeling guilty, but the rest is just confusing.

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

Yeah, and I’m just as confused. LOL.

I just wanted to get it out is all, thank you for reading, and listening to my crappy explanation.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 19 minutes after post)

You’re welcome, I’m here to listen.

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Syke offline Verified User (1 year, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 29 minutes after post)

And it’s appreciated, Haro. :) Greatly. The people on this site are so wonderful, I feel like it’s my second home. Heck, it is my second home. LOL.

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Hellacious Haro offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 hour, 36 minutes after post)

:D
Yeah, people on this site are so wonderful, and that make this site so great(and addictive.)

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