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I have an eating disorder.
I hate it. I don’t know why I put my body through this. Like I know that I should not be doing it and what is healthy for my body, but I just can’t do it. It has taken control of my life, and I want it back. I constantly count calories and I hate it. I don’t want to count but it’s like an addiction. It’s awful and I want my old life back. When I ate normal food, I was happy and liked to do things. Now I’m depressed and am always tired. I want to be happy and recover. But I just don’t know how. I ‘m so scared of gaining weight that I always count. I can’t let this go any farther. I really want to be happy again. I’m tired of stressing over the simplest thing as food. I want to recover and be normal, eat whatever my friends do , and not worry. I just to be the old me who was fun and never worried about what I was about to put in my mouth. I know what the right thing to do is, but I just can’t do it alone.
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