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For the past 2 years, I have been in love with this girl who lives in another state.
We started off talking a little, and grew to be good friends. About a week and a half ago, we told each other that we both had big crushes on eachother. I was pretty happy to hear this. Only a few days later, after we had started talking on the phone much more than we ever have, my feelings for her started to fade. Before this change, whenever I would think about her, I would always feel warm and longing for her. Then I started to feel empty. And then guilty about it, because she always told me how wonderful I was and how great we would be together. We even made some plans about what we would do after high school. And then I told her that I had sort of lost the feeling I got when I think about her, and she seemed to be a little upset about that. I was very upset, not only because she is all I have ever wanted for the past 2 years and really all I could ever want in a girlfriend, but because I knew it would hurt her. And then she asked me how she should consider me (like as a boyfriend or just a friend) and I explained how it had sort of just faded away, without any reason. It really frustrated me, and made me feel terrible. I haven’t been able to really speak with her since, because that was only last night, but I do know that she is sad and really hurt. And the absolute last thing I wanted to do was hurt her. Like, I think I’d rather give up a finger or 2. So I woke up feeling terrible about how I can’t seem to love the girl of my dreams and how bad she must feel. I couldn’t really be very clear with how I was feeling with her, because it wasn’t very clear to me. So now I really want to love her and be with her, but I need some help. Please help!
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