Some things I wrote.
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My Words
If I told you my words would you hear me?
It I told you right now would you still?
If I told you one day in the future,
Would you swallow them down like a pill?
If I told you my words in the morning,
Would you think of taking them in?
If I told you my words in the evening,
Would they just be an echoing din?
If I told you my words under water,
Would you try your hardest to hear?
If I told you my word in the forest,
Would you keep them with you near?
Do my words mean anything to you?
Do you ever even listen?
You promised me you would be here for me,
But I can’t see you,
Can’t hear you,
I fear you.
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The Dark
My sanctuary
My home
My life
My love
My all
My everything.
My truth
My lie
My fear
My hope
My all
My everything.
My dream
My wish
My answer
My guess
My all
My everything.
My fire
My air
My water
My earth
My all
My everything.
My magic
My trick
My laugh
My joke
My all
My everything.
My target
My goal
My ride
My aim
My all
My everything.
My tear
My smile
My grin
My pout
My all
My everything.
My sorrow
My grief
My peace
My release
My all
My everything.
My gold
My bronze
My silver
My love
It’s my all
And my everything.
———
Up
Climb up,
Reach up,
Stretch up,
Soar up,
We need to go up,
I don’t care how.
Trust me,
Caress me,
Be me,
With me,
We need to go up together,
I don’t care how.
See them,
Fear them,
Hear them
Feel them,
We need to go up with out them,
I don’t care how.
Crawl it,
Walk it,
Run it,
Battle it,
We need to get up there,
I don’t care how.
Catch her,
Hold her,
Kiss her,
Hug her,
We need to get up to her,
I don’t care how.
Grab on,
Cling on,
Latch on,
Grip on,
We need to keep going up,
I don’t care how.
Climb up,
Trust me,
See them,
Crawl it,
Catch her,
Grab on,
Just do it,
I don’t care how.
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You and Her (Unforgiven)
I can see you, William.
I can see you there with her.
You hold her hand,
You stroke her hair.
You kiss,
And hug,
And caress her.
Why?
What can she do that I can’t?
What’s so much better about her?
You left me so alone,
And so confused.
You turned,
And walked away,
And never came back.
Why?
I’ve watched you each day with her.
You’ve never looked my way since.
Is that fair?
Is it just life?
I am left,
I am lost,
And I am lonely.
Why?
You left without a reason.
You said goodbye and left.
Was it for her?
Was it for you?
For her,
For you,
For me?
Why?
I can’t live like this any more, William.
I can’t watch you stay with her.
It’s too much to bear,
To much to handle.
The pain,
And tears,
And the hurt.
Why?
I ask why.
I don’t know why.
But I should.
As I ask myself why,
I understand.
I understand why…
But I don’t forgive you
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Wierd and not very good. I know. I just didn’t want them left floating around my computer unseen forever more. What do you think? Terrible I know.
Tears xxx
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