I haven’t been here in a while, I’ve had loads of work to do, but now I’ve given up doing it a bit…
I’ve been feeling really down lately, I’ve had literally nothing to look forward to in a while, I went on holiday but it was a disaster from start to finish. I have so much work to do ready for my next academic year but I’ve finished absolutely nothing… really. I’ve sat down to work but I just can’t bring myself to do it.
I keep making lists of things I have to do but I can’t get anything done, I got my AS results a couple of weeks ago and I did better than most, but I just didn’t feel happy at all. I thought I’d feel okay once I spoke to people, they’d tell me it’s good and to be happy, but instead I just got a load of people who were either annoyed I did better than them, laughing at me for doing worse than them or family who basically said nothing about them, but I know if I did really badly I would’ve been shouted at. I know it’s stupid to go on what other people say but I can’t really help it…
I had a huge argument with someone over some little thing she did which annoyed me, although it was quite rude I blew it way out of proportion, and the fact she didn’t say sorry made me even more angry. Just everything is annoying me more than ever…
And I’m starting back at school next week and that really upsets me, even though summer this year has been awful and not felt like summer at all, I can’t take the fact I have to go to school and face uni applications.
Anyway, sorry about the rant, I’m so tiredd and not really thinking straight, I just needed to get that off my chest.
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