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What’s upsetting you?

I would have to say everything…there is NOTHING GOOD in my life right now…I’d rather not be here

I can relate to how you feel but, there is always something. At the moment you feel really down but, what worked for me was to get out more often. Perhaps some voluntary work might help.

If you have something that you can do as a hobby, that will lift your spirits. i remember a few years ago I really felt bad and i put my thoughts to paper and I felt a lot better for it.

thanks I will try anything…..I like to write but when I start writing it seems i fill the paper with tears mre than words. I pray but i am begining to lose faith. I am at a dead end and can’t turn around. I think the gun is the best idea

Wow I did the same thing when i was young and went through my bout of depression.

The faith thing I meant.

the thing is im not that young

Well I was younger when I went through it, sure I get down now every once in a while, but I know better.

Trust me when I say this; sit down a get all that anger and bile from your system. It will make you feel better.

I think you will find that you are just going through a phase. If I told how many times I wanted to top myself, you would think I was a manic depressive but, there is always something that I found worth living for.

A pet, a girlfriend or what ever you need will turn your life around.

Just saying that the losing your faith thing… I can relate to and you can get through it.

I have a hubby (he is a pill addict) my daughter just got married and moved away. my dog of 17yrs just died. I lost my job, my mortgage is overdue, lights will be shut off…shall i keep going….the gun looks better and better

Can you do this one thing for me? Take a walk somewhere out of the house and sit on a park bench. Listen to the birds and remember the good times you had. This are bad, very bad.

I don’t what the time is where you are but if possible, call all the companies you owe money too and plead with them to give you more time.

well, your dog died very old. so he had a good life. your daughter moved out, so you can downsize your living area. after all, you now save up both space, and time. and your dog, you no longer need to support it. it migth sound crude, but you are not is such a bad state yet. use candels until you do. And when you move, you can begin with a clean slate where you move to. even electricalbill wise. just get a temporary job. or move to a place with a better job. What is your profession?

Thank you all for talking to me.. I am starting to feel a little better. Its ashame that strangers care more than my family. I will take that walk. take some deep breaths and a guess try one more time… as i sit here with tears rolling down my face i will wipe them off.
I was a office manager of a funeral home and i loved my job i was there for families in thier time of need. it made me feel good.

I have a suggestion. Set up a paypal account. Let people donate. I know you might have your pride to think about but when you are in the situation you find yourself, you need to be prepared to accept money from who ever is prepared to give.

I’m not working, I have a £120 electric bill to pay and not much in the fridge but I will send you £10 as soon as you have a paypal account or I can post you it as cash.

now im crying even harder. you are a amazing person. nobody has ever offered to help me like you just did. I do have a paypal acct. but I wouldn’t know how or where to ask people for anything. that is crazy I have never asked anyone for money or anything like that I have always been the giver. but if it might work it is a option every bit will count. thank you for the advise. and picked by hopes up. and yes restored my faith, there are answers out there. just need angels like othis site to guide us. may god bless you.

My dad and a friend of mine has helped me when I had nothing and I do mean nothing in the house to eat. I had baths to keep the place warm because I couldn’t afford to turn the heating on and I felt like such a failure but I got through it.

My mother always said that I was a kind person and I can not turn away someone who needs help, just as I was never turned away. I am happiest when I help others so, don’t feel ashamed.

thank you so much for your kind words. your parents did a awesome job and I am thankful you responded. i guess just having someone to vent to is priceless….you truely are unique.

The offer is there and you have my details in my profile and I’ll post it to you. It will be in pounds because I live in the UK.

the tears are slowing, my eyes are focusing, and I’m ready to keep trying. there must be a way I will find it. thank you so much and believe me in a few months I WILL pay it forward. i’m in Florida. again thank you so much for your words and offer. I will keep you updated on my progress if you like. and if there is anything you ever want to vent about i will gladly lend you my ear. and if you should ever be in a bind i will repay the favor.