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this is where i am at i have been in this world for

46 years and still dont no where i fit, by day i work as a fork lift driver and by night i live as a man trapped in a womans body. on the outside i look and act as a man would i think but inside i am a woman i’m not gay but as soon as i get home i have to change my cloths i need to put on a bra a top and a skirts some make up just to feel myself. but in my life everyone tells me i am a man but i see myself as a woman but do not know how to tell my family how i feel and the longer it goes on the more i feel like just disappearing but at the moment i dont because of my family. so i stress on whsat i should do? i have dressed in seceret from my family since i was around 8 years old!!!!!!!!

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DJsyke offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Athens, GA, US | 3 months ago (1 minute after post)

You are who you are. Be proud of it. I think once you and others accept who you are… then you can move on with your life.

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (12 minutes after post)

That’s a long time to keep a secret. It must be killing you. Is changing genders, surgically I mean, an option for you? When you refer to family, do you mean you are married?

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