I feel so..hopeless.
I started my fall semester today, it’s really great being in college an all, but I was really hoping I’d see ‘her’ again. I never really talked to her during spring semester but she would always stand next to me at the bus stop after class ended (we’re not in the same classes though). I only began to notice her half way through the spring semester, and eventually began hoping to see her the next day… same place, same time. No I’m not a stalker or anything like that, if she showed up, she showed up, which really made my day to be honest. But if she didn’t, I didn’t go looking for her or anything. Well, maybe I did skip a bus or two every now an then hoping she’d come. I really wanted to talk to her and get a chance to know her and let her know who I am, but I just never found the courage to. The last time I saw her was the 2nd to last day of spring semester when I sat next to her in the bus. It was probably the best chance I had since the bus wasn’t crowded as it usually is (…and I was next to her). But then I started to think that it might have been a little awkward to began a conversation then when we were standing at the bus stop the whole time. And so I let it slip away. =(
Today I started my fall semester and was hoping I’d see her around and maybe things could work out this time (yeah.. right). I was sitting on the steps in the campus waiting for my second class to start and hoping maybe she’ll be around this semester too, but I think that last chance I had was the only one I ever had… she could probably be in another college or even graduated, or in another state or country or… you know. I know this is all silly and Ill probably get over it after awhile. Its just that, before her I was finding it really hard to fall for someone. I mean yeah there are a lot of pretty girls around but none that really got to me you know. I don’t even know why I typed this up, I guess I just had to let someone know. I’m not really expecting a reply I know this is probably too long of a post, and I know what happens will happen and Ill just have to deal with it as it comes and not to make the same mistake again. But still… =(
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