suicide help: this is kinda random… but i was reminicing and reading old journals of mine, im 19… is it odd that i had suicidal thots from the age of 8? - Help.com

this is kinda random…

but i was reminicing and reading old journals of mine, im 19… is it odd that i had suicidal thots from the age of 8?

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Cannonball Girl offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 23 #
Susanville, CA, US | 3 months ago (1 minute after post)

wow, i don’t think i’ve ever heard of that.

d*** interesting..

..and a bit sad

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angel♥ offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 782 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (1 minute after post)

wow. ive never heard of anyone having suicidal thoughts that young. was it consant?

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Wnabme offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (3 minutes after post)

reading through this journal its like one big reply every month, i have a page in there written in blood saying i wanna die haha.. i remember doing that

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (3 minutes after post)

That is kinda scary, but cool lol j/k

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (5 minutes after post)

wow! … did you cut? or what was the blood from? :S

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (5 minutes after post)

Please say not yours

Queen Angel wrote:
wow! … did you cut? or what was the blood from? :S

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Wnabme offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (6 minutes after post)

no i cut some guys head off and wrote it haha jk… yah when i was younger i used to cut my finger and write stuff in blood lol…

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (7 minutes after post)

Like i said, scary, but cool :P

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (8 minutes after post)

haha its kinda cool in a demented sorta way

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (11 minutes after post)

I always liked the idea of “Written in Blood” i just have no idea why :P

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (25 minutes after post)

vampire gothicness ftw haha yay demented people

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (27 minutes after post)

lol, lets have a party, i’ll bring the cookies lol

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (30 minutes after post)

sweet!!!! meet me underneath the bride, but be careful cuz the tarp has sprung a leak, and there are a lot of animals i’ve caught, and they’ve all become my pets… and the cookies’ll be nice cuz im living off of grass, adn the drippings from the ceilings… but it is ok to eat the fish, cuz htey dont have any feelings

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (31 minutes after post)

Goodness lol, i’ll be there, what kind of cookies do you want?

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (32 minutes after post)

Penut butter and chicken!!! jk, whatever u feel like bringing!

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (32 minutes after post)

Chicken?

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (32 minutes after post)

joke…

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (36 minutes after post)

Hmmm, never tried peanut butter and chicken.. Note to self, go shopping tomorrow…

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (36 minutes after post)

haha its amazingful

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An Unknown Location | 3 months ago (39 minutes after post)

lol thats gonna be fun, i love chicken

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (3 days, 2 hours after post)

hey, i can relate to your feeling….
have you ever read brian welch’s “save me from myself”? it’s pretty powerful and i’d recommend that to you…. he was having suicidal thoughts and all his life was all fall apart but now he’s really happy inside out… so i recommend this book and i’ve read it myself and it’s powerful and authentic.

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