This relates to my previous posts, so read those first.
I’m going to tell what happened to me in the past, since everyone has been telling me to talk about, and I might as well start here, where I don’t have to see the people, or their reactions. My father had sexually abused me, and that was one of the things that I had forgotten. After my parents divorced (which was because of that along with other small stuff), my eldest brother sexually abused me as well. He also hurt me physically. I’m still missing parts of my memory though, so I can’t talk about everything, even if I wanted to. I kept to myself as a kid, but am trying to be better now, so I don’t know why I feel scared all time, or hated, or angry, or sad. I really have tried to be better, even in expressing emotions. I did not post this for you to take pity on me, I needed to talk, have people listen first, ask later. And maybe even help. But I needed someone to listen. Thanks for listening (reading actually, but same difference). I was shaking as I wrote this, but I still managed.
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This relates to my previous posts, so read those first. I’m going to tell what happened to me in the past, since everyone has been telling me to talk about, and I might as well start here, where I don’t have to see the people, or their reactions. My father had sexually abused me, and that was one of the things that I had forgotten. After my parents divorced (which was because of that along with other small stuff), my eldest brother sexually abused me as well. He also hurt me physically. I’m still missing parts of my memory though, so I can’t talk about everything, even if I wanted to. I kept to myself as a kid, but am trying to be better now, so I don’t know why I feel scared all time, or hated, or angry, or sad. I really have tried to be better, even in expressing emotions. I did not post this for you to take pity on me, I needed to talk, have people listen first, ask later. And maybe even help. But I needed someone to listen. Thanks for listening (reading actually, but same difference)
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