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I can’t feel it anymore

The pain I have inside

It seems to disappear

Or does it merely hide

I once believed gods promise

To give me no more than I could bear

But that was long before

He pushed me way past there

A childhood of oppression

And smoothly crafted lies

Freedom an obsession

In a lifetime of goodbyes

Perhaps I have no heart left

It’s been shattered so long

Left empty and bereft

But now it seems it’s gone

I know that things should bother me

Perhaps should even hurt

But ever since you set me free

I feel as dead as Kurt

Perhaps I have no shotgun

And my brain is still in tact

But my heart is just as numb

And just as unable to react

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mithril4293 offline Verified User (2 months, 4 weeks) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (10 minutes after post)

wow!…this sooooo hits home with me. I hate to say it, but I am not in any position to give advice right now…just maybe knowing others feel similar will help in some small way. :-)

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (41 minutes after post)

i am ok. just super bummed… did you write this??

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 33 minutes after post)

Sending you hugs. How do you feel today?

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