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Conflicted inside.

I always though Evangelion would be the Darling anime of my heart, but FMA… it’s been incredible…. I’m not sure I’ve ever felt this way about any other anime before… But Evangelion has been with me so long, and I still love Evangelion…. I’m.. just, just not sure what I want I suppose….

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Malori In Love ♥ offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 116 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

i play gameboy.

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Me as you know offline Verified User (3 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 110 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

Um… You do realize it’s just tv right? It’s not real, and you don’t need to have a ‘commitment’ with one or the other… What’s wrong with both?
I’ve never heard of Evangelion, but I love FMA, even though I don’t watch anything anymore and haven’t seen it for around a year… It’s still really cool.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.

*Facepalm*

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Deąth offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 61 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (4 minutes after post)

Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.
*Facepalm*

lol…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

Maybe I should cut it off with FMA, not get so attached, break my heart, but avoid destroying Evangelion’s.

But it would destroy FMA’s…. I could never do that to FMA….

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Me as you know offline Verified User (3 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 110 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Maybe I should cut it off with FMA, not get so attached, break my heart, but avoid destroying Evangelion’s.But it would destroy FMA’s…. I could never do that to FMA….

*Eye twitching* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE… please… please tell me you are kidding…

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Nirvana Haro offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 53 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

No!!!
Don’t do that to FMA!
It’s an awesome story!
Edward Elric is so cool!
xD

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Deąth offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 61 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Question…
Whats FMa?

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Me as you know offline Verified User (3 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 110 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?

Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…

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Nirvana Haro offline Verified User (5 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 53 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

Fullmetal Alchemist.
It’s an anime/manga.

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Deąth offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 61 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (9 minutes after post)

Me as you know wrote:

Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?
Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…

so why should i know it..

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (10 minutes after post)

Deąth wrote:

Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?
Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…
so why should i know it..

I don’t think you realize that in the past few months, almost a year probably… I haven’t watched more than 10 minutes of tv total.

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Deąth offline Verified User (5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 61 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (10 minutes after post)

Me as you know wrote:

Deąth wrote:
Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?
Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…
so why should i know it..
I don’t think you realize that in the past few months, almost a year probably… I haven’t watched more than 10 minutes of tv total.

i havnt watched it at all not even 2 seconds.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

Me as you know wrote:

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Maybe I should cut it off with FMA, not get so attached, break my heart, but avoid destroying Evangelion’s.But it would destroy FMA’s…. I could never do that to FMA….

*Eye twitching* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE… please… please tell me you are kidding…

Then there is Geass…. I saw Geass for a while, and I left it lately, too involved in FMA… I hope Geass isn’t too hurt, but dare I return to it, I’ll just ignore Evangelion even more…

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Me as you know offline Verified User (3 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 110 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (11 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

Me as you know wrote:
Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Maybe I should cut it off with FMA, not get so attached, break my heart, but avoid destroying Evangelion’s.But it would destroy FMA’s…. I could never do that to FMA….
*Eye twitching* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE… please… please tell me you are kidding…
Then there is Geass…. I saw Geass for a while, and I left it lately, too involved in FMA… I hope Geass isn’t too hurt, but dare I return to it, I’ll just ignore Evangelion even more…

Oh thanks god, you WERE kidding. *sighs*

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2511 ♥ S ☺ offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 342 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

Watch Death Note…best thing ever…I love it…a good program, with a well thought story behind…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

Of Course, all me and Geass are are friends, nothing more… I haven’t attached with it as much as I have FMA or Evangelion. Maybe Attachment is my problem…

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2511 ♥ S ☺ offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 342 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Of Course, all me and Geass are are friends, nothing more… I haven’t attached with it as much as I have FMA or Evangelion. Maybe Attachment is my problem…

What do you mean by attachment?
And how old are you?

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Malori In Love ♥ offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 116 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.

*Facepalm*

DUDE!!

you told me you loved me.
and then smacked me!!
make it better!!!

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An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (14 minutes after post)

Malori wrote:

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.
*Facepalm*
DUDE!!you told me you loved me.and then smacked me!!make it better!!!

Facepalm is slapping my hand to my face in frustration, not slapping you.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

2511 wrote:

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Of Course, all me and Geass are are friends, nothing more… I haven’t attached with it as much as I have FMA or Evangelion. Maybe Attachment is my problem…
What do you mean by attachment?And how old are you?

Attachment, the invisible bonds that connect me to FMA and Evangelion, the ones that corrode when not given attention to them…

14.

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Wareham, MA, US | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

Deąth wrote:

Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?
Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…
so why should i know it..
I don’t think you realize that in the past few months, almost a year probably… I haven’t watched more than 10 minutes of tv total.

i havnt watched it at all not even 2 seconds.

Oh yeah?!?!? Well I haven’t even watched 0 seconds, so TAKE THAT!!!!1

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

rerunner wrote:

Deąth wrote:
Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Me as you know wrote:
Deąth wrote:
Question…Whats FMa?
Full Metal Alchemist… Come on… Even I knew that…
so why should i know it..
I don’t think you realize that in the past few months, almost a year probably… I haven’t watched more than 10 minutes of tv total.

i havnt watched it at all not even 2 seconds.

Oh yeah?!?!? Well I haven’t even watched 0 seconds, so TAKE THAT!!!!1

how is that any better?

i havnt watched, neither have you…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

All my presence does is cause attachments that interfere with the other ones, that when found out will destroy all those that were connected…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

Perhaps the best I can do is leave anime, leave Evangelion and FMA, disappear from there lives. In the end, the pain by my absence would be less then if I stayed and let my heart ruin theirs…

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Perhaps the best I can do is leave anime, leave Evangelion and FMA, disappear from there lives. In the end, the pain by my absence would be less then if I stayed and let my heart ruin theirs…

….they’re series for God’s sake…they aren’t necessary to live or anything…
Have a good life, that doesn’t involve mainly anime…it’s the best…if you want to follow the story, just read the manga…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (21 minutes after post)

The manga? Any further I mess with this the worse it would become!

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Malori In Love ♥ offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 116 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (22 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

Malori wrote:
Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.
*Facepalm*
DUDE!!you told me you loved me.and then smacked me!!make it better!!!

Facepalm is slapping my hand to my face in frustration, not slapping you.

you still made me sad.

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SingerInPurple offline Verified User (4 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

I’m sorry, I was trying to read your post, but I was distracted by your avatar. But I do love anime…like Sailor Moon and death note!

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

Malori wrote:

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.
*Facepalm*
DUDE!!you told me you loved me.and then smacked me!!make it better!!!
Facepalm is slapping my hand to my face in frustration, not slapping you.
you still made me sad.

More pain I cause… I am sorry, all.

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

SingerInPurple wrote:
I’m sorry, I was trying to read your post, but I was distracted by your avatar. But I do love anime…like Sailor Moon and death note!

Death Note and me meet a while ago, a clever fellow, I suppose…

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Malori In Love ♥ offline Verified User (4 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 116 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

Malori wrote:
Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
Hohenheim of Light wrote:
Malori wrote:
i play gameboy.
*Facepalm*
DUDE!!you told me you loved me.and then smacked me!!make it better!!!
Facepalm is slapping my hand to my face in frustration, not slapping you.
you still made me sad.

More pain I cause… I am sorry, Malori, my sweet.

it’s okay, pumpkin.
i forgive you!
now what’s a “hohenheim”?
is that a new nickname for your weiner?

:)

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2511 ♥ S ☺ offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 342 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (26 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
The manga? Any further I mess with this the worse it would become!

Not really…you don’t have animations or anything like that…

SingerInPurple wrote:
I’m sorry, I was trying to read your post, but I was distracted by your avatar. But I do love anime…like Sailor Moon and death note!

DEATH NOTE!

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (28 minutes after post)

2511 wrote:

Hohenheim of Light wrote:
The manga? Any further I mess with this the worse it would become!
Not really…you don’t have animations or anything like that…
SingerInPurple wrote:
I’m sorry, I was trying to read your post, but I was distracted by your avatar. But I do love anime…like Sailor Moon and death note!
DEATH NOTE!

I am drawn mostly to the anime, manga and me have had more minor interactions. But… I do not want to entangle manga into this…

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2511 ♥ S ☺ offline Verified User (3 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 342 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (30 minutes after post)

If you want the solution…learn to control yourself…

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Commander Ikari online Verified User (9 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 320 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (31 minutes after post)

2511 wrote:
If you want the solution…learn to control yourself…

How could I 2511… They were both so beautiful… I never meant to get in so deep, but the attraction was too powerful to resist… That can not possibly forgive what I have done however…

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An Unknown Location | 2 months, 4 weeks ago (33 minutes after post)

Hohenheim of Light wrote:

2511 wrote:
If you want the solution…learn to control yourself…
How could I 2511… They were both so beautiful… I never meant to get in so deep, but the attraction was too powerful to resist… That can not possibly forgive what I have done however…

Dude…you’re taking it too far…

You’ve an addiction for anime…that’s odd…I loved to watch naruto and death note…but not as far as you…

Maybe you use too much your imagination…

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