What other stuff?
And why?
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1 year, 2 months ago (2 minutes after post)
i dont know why. i just want it to stop
sorry i forgot to turn my anon thing off.
Well…it must be there for something…
What kind of stuff are you doing that isn’t good for you?
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does it matter? i just dont feel good and want it to stop.
Smily 101 wrote:
does it matter? i just dont feel good and want it to stop.
Well…try doing something that keeps your mind off of it…
But it’s hard to tell what you should do, if can only tell that…I lack info
good point, im sorry, im a little on edge.
like in class i didnt feel good again, and i didnt want to start crying randomly, so i took a piece of my broken mirror, that i never cleaned out of my purse, and i sqeezed it really hard until i started to bleed. i used to make myself throw up, i dont do that very often anymore, and today i tryed cutting my leg, but i dot know if i like doing that or not, just stuff like that, but i stil feel like screaming
Look, hurting yourself won’t help you…it’ll only get things worse, and they’ll leave a mark no you, that you won’t be able to forget…EVER…every time you’ll look at the cuts, you’ll remember how bad you felt, and how stupid you were to do that…
You need to know who you’re, and what you want from life…what you like doing…and for real…
Then you’ve to start doing that, start to move on, to realize that you only live once, and that you’ve to live as happy as possible, because every minute you waste, is something you aren’t going to take back…
yea take a deep breath and try meditation
Smily 101 wrote:
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lol, that doesn’t sound convincing…
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Smily 101 wrote:
sorry
lol, don’t apologize…
the point is…you understand what I’m saying, right?
its not serious, there is no need for a doctor
i understand what you say, i always have, and it scares me to death
wow, sh!t, you say you dont know why you do these things. whats going on in your life?? negative things, things that upset you. how are things at home? with your friends?
Smily 101 wrote:
its not serious, there is no need for a doctor
i understand what you say, i always have, and it scares me to death
Then why did you do it?
bluflames83 wrote:
wow, sh!t, you say you dont know why you do these things. whats going on in your life?? negative things, things that upset you. how are things at home? with your friends?
She doesn’t really know…
things arent the best, but whos is. there are always things going on in everyones life
2511 wrote:
bluflames83 wrote:
wow, sh!t, you say you dont know why you do these things. whats going on in your life?? negative things, things that upset you. how are things at home? with your friends?
She doesn’t really know…
whe doesnt know whats going on in her life??
Smily 101 wrote:
things arent the best, but whos is. there are always things going on in everyones life
Yeah, but not everyone gets to the point of cutting themselves…
And you did…are you sure you don’t want to talk about it?
There’s no problem here, that’s why we’re here…
im sorry i meant life going by so fast scare me, and trying to figure out what to do, what i like, how im going to achieve it. cutting my leg doesnt scare me
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Smily 101 wrote:
im sorry i meant life going by so fast scare me, and trying to figure out what to do, what i like, how im going to achieve it. cutting my leg doesnt scare me
what you described is that cutting gives you a sense of security. am i correct??
Smily 101 wrote:
im sorry i meant life going by so fast scare me, and trying to figure out what to do, what i like, how im going to achieve it. cutting my leg doesnt scare me
It should…it isn’t normal…and it isn’t any good either….
How old are you?
Why the feeling of things going so fast?
just stupid stuff is going on.
actually things are getting better i suppose. i just dont think im over anything or can forgive anyone, so all in all it is my fault im not happy and it is for selfish reasons
im 15
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Smily 101 wrote:
just stupid stuff is going on.actually things are getting better i suppose. i just dont think im over anything or can forgive anyone, so all in all it is my fault im not happy and it is for selfish reasonsim 15
Any examples?
Smily 101 wrote:
just stupid stuff is going on.actually things are getting better i suppose. i just dont think im over anything or can forgive anyone, so all in all it is my fault im not happy and it is for selfish reasonsim 15
forgive and forget. you realize its stupid, so dont let it bother you or let it work you up to the point of you hurting yourself…
my mom is getting over breast cancer, people are alcoholic, ect
i try so hard to forgive and forget. i thought i have but then i relize i havent, and i try, i try really hard but i cant. its hard, i dont know how. its hard to forget all the damage one person can cause
Smily 101 wrote:
my mom is getting over breast cancer, people are alcoholic, ecti try so hard to forgive and forget. i thought i have but then i relize i havent, and i try, i try really hard but i cant. its hard, i dont know how. its hard to forget all the damage one person can cause
Who harmed you so badly?
What did he do?
oh, im sorry, i gave you the wronge impression, no one did any harm to me.
jack my moms bf, was a major alcoholic, my moms not much better, and i watched him hut and kind of ruin our family
so you can see things are supposivly getting better.
Then there’s nothing to be forgiven…you don’t have to forgive someone if you don’t want to….nobody can make you forgive someone….
At least he’s trying to deal with it…
now we’re getting somewhere….he should get better going to aa, things sound like they’re looking up for you. i think self harm is about self control if you want to stop. next time when you feel an urge, just stop and think. yes, time moves fast but not so fast that you cant stop and make decisions. if its in class, you could ask to go to the bathroom, or the nurse, and cry there for a little while if you have to….
my mom is still sick and still drinks.
jack is now just a sober @ss now.
im just wasting your guy’s time now
thank you
bye
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lol, I’m the one who has decided in what he wants to spent his time…not you…
And believe me, I want to spend time here…
come on, dont be like that. only i get to waste peoples time. at least you’re not whining about girls every day like me…
theres nothing wrong with complaning about girls, were confusing and agravating beings-lol
Smily 101 wrote:
theres nothing wrong with complaning about girls, were confusing and agravating beings-lol
Not all….
Smily 101 wrote:
theres nothing wrong with complaning about girls, were confusing and agravating beings-lol
i agree, but you have more important things to complain about, so you’re not wasting anyones time..
thank you, but i really dont have anything more to say. i dont want to talk about anything, i just want someone to tell me how to not go crazy and to get this feeling to go away
i cant tell you how to not go crazy. you have to find that, its different for everyone else. for me, i avoid going crazy by letting out anger and stuff at wrestling. probably not the best way, but it works for me. do you do any activities?? go run, clear your head. i do that when i cant wrestle. ill be really mad because nobody will answer my texts and i will feel lonely and stuff and ill just put on a hoodie so nobody can see my face, but some hardcore music in my ears and start running, not exactly knowing how far i will go or when i will be back. to get the feeling to go away, what can you do?? its caused by your family, and your lack of control in your life. can you start to make more decisions on your own? can you try to fix your family issues? if not, can you try to stay out of the house as much as possible??
i go from 5:30 and get home at 10 on an adverage day. im in WIBIT, tennis, TAC-teen advisory council, DI assisant, sound partners, and volunteer alot. plus im taking all AP classes, so i keep myself very busy. that worked for along time, but its not working very well anymore. i do Cardio in the morning at 6, and i have asthma so running doesnt work very well for me…lol thanks for you advice though
Smily 101 wrote:
thank you, but i really dont have anything more to say. i dont want to talk about anything, i just want someone to tell me how to not go crazy and to get this feeling to go away
Well…if you want that, then do what I told you before…start living a happy life, and try to see the bright side of things…
LOL- why do you think my name on here is Smily- dont you think i try to act as happy as possible, to laugh evvery chance i get, to make people around me happy. i love to laugh and i love to smile, but i miss it being completely sincere. you have good advice though, i will talk it and try to live by it, and try to get over my petty problems.—god grant me the serenity to accept the thigs i cannot chang, the courage to change the things i can and the knowledge to know the difference
Smily 101 wrote:
i go from 5:30 and get home at 10 on an adverage day. im in WIBIT, tennis, TAC-teen advisory council, DI assisant, sound partners, and volunteer alot. plus im taking all AP classes, so i keep myself very busy. that worked for along time, but its not working very well anymore. i do Cardio in the morning at 6, and i have asthma so running doesnt work very well for me…lol thanks for you advice though
DANM!! no wonder you think life is going too fast, you’re going too fast for life. slow down, a little bit. volunteering is great, but maybe tone that down a little bit, then maybe cut down on a few other things. im in all AP classes too, so maybe next semester cut down on maybe history? i hate history, to me its pointless, so im not in AP history…. i have asthma too, but i find a way to run…i dont know what else to say..
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