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no! i’m not taking anything! not even so much as throat lozenge! it’s really strange. and the hallucinations are really random too. i don’t know what brings them on.

it has increased lately, narg. and i’m not aware of my surroundings at all. but i did have an odd experience yesterday morning as i was studying for class. my mind suddenly stopped processing when i realized i couldn’t feel my legs. like as if they weren’t there and i was just a torso sitting in a chair. i had to focus really hard to tell myself they WERE there before i could try moving them again. and it wasn’t like they were asleep, i was sitting in a normal position. i really got the feeling like they just weren’t there at all!

16. people just kinda go through something like this? wow, i didn’t know that. :|

hmm. i do have random cases of insomnia. sometimes i go to sleep right away. at others i can’t go to sleep so i get out of bed. before i know it the sun’s coming up, i get dressed, and i’m on my way. :|

ha ha, maybe a change on the way i think would be a good thing. i’m a little screwed in the head as it is! ;D

hm? i’m a little bit on the odd side. sometimes the things i say, the stuff i do. i can’t really help it, most of it feels compulsory and i’m rather impulsive as it is and i just put anything on my mind out there. there’s nothing really wrong with it, though, i guess. it’s just kinda funny. people would probably be able to understand me better if i were a little closer to the “normal” side.

but even if i wanted to be normal, i doubt i chould change. or even have that want for very long. ;)

i do like getting these hallucinations, but they do leave me pretty disoriented at times…

i sometimes think that my hallucinations and lucid dreamings are the results of my mind trying to compensate for reality. people tell me that it’s quite obvious that i have ADHD, but i’ve never really given it serious thought. never really needed too, i suppose, cuz it’s never really been much of a prob for me. yeah, i’m always figeting, i instantaneously lose track of thoughts if i get distracted, i say whatever’s on my mind at the moment, i’m always doodling, i even on some occaisions feel the urge to talk out loud to myself (sometimes to my own dismay) just to keep my thoughts at a manageable pace… but it’s all good.

anyway. sometimes i get bored with things going on around me. it’s rather odd. sometimes i’ll be immensely fascinated my stuff like grass and rocks. and then sometimes i’ll be bored with the whole fact that reality is, well, real… so perhaps my imagination is compensating for this logical fact by throwing out things completely illogical.

i dunno, but it’s a theory! :]

very comfortable indeed. :)

no, i am not aware that i am away. i don’t even realize that these dream-situations are absurd until i come back. :P

yeah, i’ve never paid much attention to it, but sometimes people do point my actions out as a problem. like i’ll start leaving the middle syllables out of words sometimes so i can shorten my sentences and get to the next thought. or i’ll interrupt a word with another thought if i’m talking and then just resume the conversation. i remember once having a conversation regarding a single subject when i kept on getting on wild tangents. when the conversation was finally over we sat in silence. then suddenly remembering, i finished the end of the sentence i began at the start. and the person i’m talking to has no idea what i’m talking about. :P

the thing is, i don’t really notice it unless someone else points it out.

yes, i do try wrivery comfortable indeed. :)

no, i am not aware that i am away. i don’t even realize that these dream-situations are absurd until i come back. :P

yeah, i’ve never paid much attention to it, but sometimes people do point my actions out as a problem. like i’ll start leaving the middle syllables out of words sometimes so i can shorten my sentences and get to the next thought. or i’ll interrupt a word with another thought if i’m talking and then just resume the conversation. i remember once having a conversation regarding a single subject when i kept on getting on wild tangents. when the conversation was finally over we sat in silence. then suddenly remembering, i finished the end of the sentence i began at the start. and the person i’m talking to has no idea what i’m talking about. :P

the thing is, i don’t really notice it unless someone else points it out.

yes, i do try writing, but i find that typing is easier since i type faster than i write. i have an entire journal filled with have started sentences and half-finished entries. i can never seem to stay concentrated long enough to finish an entire thought. i know i can do it if i concentrate very hard, but it’s sometimes hard to do that AND keep the same creativity at the same time. every once in a while i get a great inspiration to stay focused for awhile, but it’s not extremely common.ting, but i find that typing is easier since i type faster than i write. i have an entire journal filled with have started sentences and half-finished entries. i can never seem to stay concentrated long enough to finish an entire thought. i know i can do it if i concentrate very hard, but it’s sometimes hard to do that AND keep the same creativity at the same time. every once in a while i get a great inspiration to stay focused for awhile, but it’s not extremely common.