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I just want to feel better..that’s all.
To feel loved. To feel wanted. Oh what bliss that would be. But nobody cares enough..Nobody. You think I like being gay? You think it’s a choice? You think I like the pain? When they take notes on what makes me vunerable..just to hurt me? Listening to the ones who are supposed to protect me threaten me.. No..I don’t like it. I hate it. I loathe it…
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aw, dear, things have to, will, get better.
wherever you are, just get out of there as soon as you can.
contact the police maybe..but i guess that depends on if you live in one of those tiny towns..
there is NO excuse for that kind of behavior..i wish you luck friend.
I don’t think being gay has anything to do with being alone. I am not gay but I am alone.
This is going to sound ironic but, get rid of anyone that puts you down, don’t let prejudice get in your way and always believe in yourself. Don’t ever let anyone tell you what to do. You are normal and not strange, you are you and be proud of it.
I love you. You’re strong, don’t listen to what other people think. Make yourself happy!
Here’s a phrase that we have over in the UK. The squeaky wheel needs oiling. The point of it is, that the one with the most to hide is the most vocal. Maybe the people need to first realise who the advice is for. Is it for you, or is it for themselves?
Be happy in who you are because a lot of people can not stand to see another person happy and make it their mission to upset them.
i know being gay doesnt have anything to do with being alone..im sorry, this post is about two different things.
and thanks everyone…but it doesnt change anything. and things wont get better. They havent. things only ever get worse…that wont change..not for me.
im sorry. im too whiny. people dont like that about me. its annoying.
im sorry, i have to go. ill be back tomorrow.
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im sorry. im too whiny. people dont like that about me. its annoying.
You’re not annoying, you’re human. It’s okay to get things off your chest. Let it out, that’s what we’re all here for.
Before you go, understand that complaining about something that’s worrying you isn’t whiny.
When I was 12, my grandmother was about 80. One day, just for laughs she kicked me right in the testicles. I started throwing up like a maniac. My dad just thought it was the funniest thing he ever saw and his fat beer belly nearly jiggled off he was laughing so hard. About 10 years later my grandmother was bedridden in a nursing home. I asked to be alone with her to say goodbye. When everyone left, I spit in her stupid face. It felt so good. I guess I’m trying to say that people may oppress you now but you almost always get an opportunity to retaliate.
Ugh!! I hate this stupid society we live in! Not approving of things because its different! Its BULL SH*T!!!! Love is difficult for so many other people on the other hand! And as for your grandmother anonymous…. I really would like to know where she is now.
Strait, gay, other. Love is love isn’t it.
Ahh thanks everyone. i usually dont let this stuff get to me. It happens every day. it just bothered me extra yesterday cause the people talking about me behind my back were the friends of this guy i kinda have a thing for. and it just reminded me of this one other painful experience..people picking out a random person to target…and i happen to be a very easy target. I’m okay now. thanks.
yeah.
I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better, if you want to talk about ANYTHING (and I really mean anything) else, I have a post that says Just Talk With ME.
okay. thanks.
I don’t even know you and I love you! We all come from the same spirit. So if they hurt you they are hurting themselves and don’t even know it.
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