Love help: I hate myself too much. - Help.com

You have an attainable dream, you just need to make it work for you. You’ll probably need to start by getting your grades up.

Or you could simply just enjoy where you are?

Every one goes through these types of things. I can think of so many instances where i wondered if i might have been living life all wrong, or if anything will ever work out for me. After a while, you’ll realize things always get better it just takes a little time and effort.

I feel so tired of trying and trying. Ive tried so hard and now im just so tired. Sometimes i just want to stop thinking and just accept this stupid lifeless soul..but im scared and i hate losing.

Yes, depression hits, but sometimes it just seems like a thing you can wait out and try to fight with spontaneity. I remember when you get depressed, you can hang out with your most fun friends, do your favorite activity; do anything- and nothing seems to work. But eventually, it ends. It’s almost as if, you’re at a stoplight and the light’s red. It will be green soon enough, just stay mellow until then.

I feel too tired to think about the future now

Try to get a little sleep and not think about anything that has you down. When you wake in the morning be ready to tackle any problems with your friends on Help!

Fine; then subscribe to some spontaneity. Also, it does sort of feel good to know you have friends that are looking out for you; go for that.

how?

Do you have any friends? If so, how good are they at being friends(?); how close are you with them?

yes i do have some friends. We dont hang out much these days cos all of them have a boyfriend…and we are all in different schools. I dont have any close friends in my current school.

When I was really depressed for a little while, my one friend really took me under his wing and kept my life interesting, despite my unaltering outlook on it. If you don’t have close friends, maybe make them. Maybe if you’re not close with them, or have known them for a while, and you get the chance to talk to them, just tell them how you’ve been feeling; they may want to help you.

One thing about myself is that im not really myself when im with them. I tend to act happy and funny. Most of the time i just feel like screaming and being alone on my own. Ive told my parents that im depressed but none actually believed in it.

Oh, yeah, I’m not really fun with my friends if I’m depressed. You should probably elaborate on your situation and depression?

I wish i really know what is really wrong with me

I would suggest finding someone who will listen to the fact you are depressed. I have a friend who did not leave her room for two weeks. She became scared to leave her house and go in public. She found a great Dr. who put her on a homapathic medication. She still struggles, as it is said it takes someone almost a year to get back to feeling almost normal. I don’t know if you are religious, if you are, Pray.

Depression is a terrible thing. You need to do stuff, help others, get a hobby (not a solitary one). I find writing helps explore my thoughts. Talking to people helps as well. Talk about it until your exhausted. Mediation anything to take yourself out of yourself