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Amber Soul
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No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)

To J,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………

Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you

50 thousand tears I’ve cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won’t hear me
Don’t want your hand this time, I’ll save myself
Maybe I’ll wake up for once
Not tormented…Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom

I’m dying again…

(Chorus)
I’m going under
Drowning in you
I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore

I’m dying again

(Chorus)

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I’m so far away
I won’t be broken again
I’ve got to breathe
I can’t keep going under

(chorus)
Loads of love me.

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Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »

No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)

To James,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………

I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion

Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone

[youtube:http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoUGCyY]

Loads of love me.

Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »

No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)

To James,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………

I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion

Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoU...

Loads of love me.

smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (7 minutes after post)

I so feel ya girl I know a James or two myself.

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (9 minutes after post)

*laughs* God they suck don’t they,

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smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (16 minutes after post)

jamses sheesh I haven’t met them all but most the ones I have it aint pretty.

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (17 minutes after post)

*rolls her eyes at them* God mine was so strange, he ****ed me up so much, lol I had no idea whether I was coming or going with him.

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*Dougie* offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (27 minutes after post)

Did you write this?

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smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (29 minutes after post)

did you change your post? haha I understand.

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (29 minutes after post)

Dougie:—No lol, its just a song that made me think of him, and I needed to share it =)
and smicki:—lol yeah, but only because I can be a little paranoid ;-)

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*Dougie* offline Verified User (1 year, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (30 minutes after post)

Shame… cos I would be impressed if you had a link of yourself, or a friend of yours (musician) performing a song you wrote on youtube ;)

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (32 minutes after post)

Lol fraid not dougie, though I have a vid of me singing this knocking around the house somewhere, it shall never see the light of day =P

steff offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 234 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (37 minutes after post)

*HUGS* so sorry babe, I totally feel your pain!

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (38 minutes after post)

*hugs steff back* Aww thanks Steff =)

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smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (39 minutes after post)

haha I wrote a song about a man named james lmao

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (47 minutes after post)

Lol you should post it up and invite me to it Smicki!

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smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

nah I am good over that dean. I so Just realized James Dean was where I went wrong.

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Sir Cody † offline Verified User (1 year, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 52 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 hour, 35 minutes after post)

grrr. Just don’t take my first piece of advice with the stairs.

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 hour, 37 minutes after post)

Lol I won’t, promise I won’t =)
How long left Cody?

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An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 hour, 41 minutes after post)

until?

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smicki offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 25 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 19 hours after post)

how are you?

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 day, 20 hours after post)

Hey Smicki, yeah Im doing ok, =)

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GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 week after post)

you just had to write no need to read didn’t you, you knew i would read it

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 week after post)

Yes Pom, I did it just for you *grins*

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Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »

No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)

To J,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………

I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion

Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoU...

Loads of love me.

Je ne sais pa offline Verified User (2 years) Long Term User Shouts: 201 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

tht was a tad bit sad. or just nice. did u write this.

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Amber Soul offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Middleton, K1, GB | 1 year, 2 months ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

No its a song that I love, it reminded me of him for a while =)

Original on YouTube.com

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