No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)
To J,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………
Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you
50 thousand tears I’ve cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won’t hear me
Don’t want your hand this time, I’ll save myself
Maybe I’ll wake up for once
Not tormented…Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom
I’m dying again…
(Chorus)
I’m going under
Drowning in you
I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through
I’m going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can’t trust myself anymore
I’m dying again
(Chorus)
So go on and scream
Scream at me
I’m so far away
I won’t be broken again
I’ve got to breathe
I can’t keep going under
(chorus)
Loads of love me.
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Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »
No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)
To James,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………
I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone
There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone
[youtube:http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoUGCyY]
Loads of love me.
Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »
No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)
To James,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………
I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone
There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoU...
Loads of love me.
*laughs* God they suck don’t they,
jamses sheesh I haven’t met them all but most the ones I have it aint pretty.
*rolls her eyes at them* God mine was so strange, he ****ed me up so much, lol I had no idea whether I was coming or going with him.
Amber Soul invited 14 users to read this post 1 year, 2 months ago.
Did you write this?
Dougie:—No lol, its just a song that made me think of him, and I needed to share it =)
and smicki:—lol yeah, but only because I can be a little paranoid ;-)
Shame… cos I would be impressed if you had a link of yourself, or a friend of yours (musician) performing a song you wrote on youtube ;)
Lol fraid not dougie, though I have a vid of me singing this knocking around the house somewhere, it shall never see the light of day =P
*hugs steff back* Aww thanks Steff =)
Lol you should post it up and invite me to it Smicki!
nah I am good over that dean. I so Just realized James Dean was where I went wrong.
Lol I won’t, promise I won’t =)
How long left Cody?
Hey Smicki, yeah Im doing ok, =)
you just had to write no need to read didn’t you, you knew i would read it
Yes Pom, I did it just for you *grins*
Amber Soul edited this post 1 year, 2 months ago. Read the previous text »
No need to read, I just felt the need to get it out =)
To J,
found the most perfect song from me to you…………
I’m getting tired of you pushing me ’round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that’s why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I’m gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, Leave me alone
There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
‘Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn’t be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don’t give me a guilt trip, because I’m so over it
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
Don’t turn around and don’t look back
I see right through all your selfless acts
Oh
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I’m tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
Guess I know I’m better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
This isn’t gonna work
Don’t call me on the phone
Because I’m all out of words
I’ll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I’ve grown
Oh, leave me alone
I’ll feel better on my own
Leave me alone
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=dmNINoU...
Loads of love me.
No its a song that I love, it reminded me of him for a while =)
Original on YouTube.com
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