I finally let it out…
but now im ready to close back up
I went and talked to my school counsler about how i’ve been feeling and he’s gonna help me get to a therapist and such and hen we talked for awhile and he let me get EVERYTHING out and I felt somwhat vonerable then but then spending an afternoon with my friend helped a lot. She took my mind of everything and I had an awsome time with her.
Then I got home…
I couldn’t find a casset thing for the camera so i asked my grandma where it was and she gave it to me but she was quiet like somthing was wrong. When I asked her what was she said “I dont know what to say to you” I told my mom the way I was feeling last night….and then my grandparents found out and I guess it got my grandma shook up…which happend with her. I asked her “What don;t you think I wanna be around you anymore?” and she answered yes and walked away.
I knew letting somone in would probably hurt a little and be frusterating in the begining but I never though getting help would result in me loosing the person who was like a mom to me. This also goes along with my post “im afraid to exspress myself infront og my grandparents” this is another good link to it. I’d keep in the pain…I’d hide it all for my grandma…I’d do anything for her…so maybe I should stop where I am now before I loose her completly…What do you think?
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