life help: Is it possible that anyone like me exists? - Help.com

wildflower
offline Verified (2 months, 2 weeks) Visit wildflower's shoutbox
An Unknown Location

Is it possible that anyone like me exists?

I am about 3 months clean opiates and stuck in a kind of shape-shifting time warp. What I mean is that I am completeley mentaly crippled, stuck, completely not able to produce certain chemicals of the brain. NON_FUNCTIONING is what you could call my life (to the extreme) havent left in weeks etc. BUT the one thing I need, (suboxone) I can not afford the initial visit therefore suffering mentaly bad

This open post was written 2 months, 1 week ago | V/U/S: 119, 13, 3 | Edit Post | Leave a reply | Report Post


Reciprocity (0) Reciprocation Failure -- The poster has NOT helped anyone else yet!

Since writing this post wildflower may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days. wildflower is a verified member, has been around for 2 months, 2 weeks and has 9 posts and 86 replies to their name.

Post Tags (10)

Replies (13)

Where were you?

Click and drag to move the map around. FAQ: How we place people on this map »
You can also watch events on Help.com as they happen
Mouse over the map for 2 seconds to see an expanded, interactive view

theresape offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Waltham, MA, US | 2 months, 1 week ago (8 minutes after post)

I am so sorry that you are going through this. About the only way I can help you is through prayer. Sometimes it works.

My prayers are with you.

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
Help me with: ARGH, NOT AGAIN!
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (15 minutes after post)

Wow, you have my admiration. 3 months clean is worth so much. I don’t know much about suboxone. Can you tell me what it is and how it would help in your recovery?

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
Plox Nork offline Verified User (6 months, 3 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (17 minutes after post)

Is it possible that anyone like me exists?

Do you mean if there is someone out there going through the same thing, or do you mean that you are an impossibility?

I know there is something called methadone. But that’s all I know, basically…

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
wildflower offline Verified User (2 months, 2 weeks) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (50 minutes after post)

Suboxone is an opiate blocker that binds to the opiate receptorsin the spinal cord. Methadone requires a clinic I think

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (52 minutes after post)

Thank you for the information, Wildflower. By the way, you have the most beautiful avatar I have ever seen. You have a keen eye for art, don’t you?

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
IDon'tEverQuit offline Verified User (8 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 107 #
Saint John, NB, CA | 2 months, 1 week ago (53 minutes after post)

Hi, not having a good day huh? that’s OK we all have those. 3 months is wonderful news isn’t it? you need to remember that your best reason for getting better is your kids. you need to focus and realize that you need to get better and fight this and just do it. Just open the door, go out. Just a few feet for a few minutes if a start. You are missing out on a lot!

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
wildflower offline Verified User (2 months, 2 weeks) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (57 minutes after post)

Im trying to incorporate gardening and plants inside my house. It is a passion of mine and its cold most of the year hear. I have a small appt w/o alot of sun is there somesort of lighting I can buy ?

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 6 minutes after post)

Growing plants is a great hobby. I have many plants inside my home. It keeps the polutants in check as well as adding to the decor. I have a grow light made by General Electric that I use in the house for my plants. I purchased mine at a thrift shop, but I bet you could find one at a garden center.
Is it cold where you are, today? There has been so much information recently about the importance of Vitamin D, which is activated in our system by sunlight, I have been trying to get outdoors more than usual. I have heard that 10 minutes per day in sunlight will do the trick. Just getting outside elevates my mood for hours. Petty cool how that works for me.

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
wildflower offline Verified User (2 months, 2 weeks) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 16 minutes after post)

I live in PA, its not that cold today just not sunny but it will get cold soon. Is the light expensive?

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 23 minutes after post)

Oh, I used to visit PA when I was a youngster. We had relatives there. I remember summers were hot and steamy. Fall was beautiful, though. When will the leaves start to turn into all those beautiful fall colors?

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 25 minutes after post)

Ooop, I meant to tell you that I bought the light for $4.00, but that was at a thrift shop. I can google it and find out.

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months, 1 week ago (2 hours, 2 minutes after post)

I just did a quick search and came up with this: http://cgi.ebay.com/36-Fluorescent-Gr…
Hope it works for you. I am off to my art class. Bye, for now.

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators
c-eek offline Verified User (7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 41 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 months ago (1 day, 11 hours after post)

How are you doing? Did you get a chance to look at those grow lights? This time of the year, much of my windows are shaded so the grow light does help keep the plants healthy.

Quote this reply Report this reply to moderators

Invite Others to Help

A logged in and verified Help.com member has the ability to setup a Friends List and invite others to help with posts.